Thurday

dear sent me this mms to tell me he is a blue ninja wana ask me to take care of myself -_-"
throwing away some bag which are abit spoilt

it a gift from my bugis friend

gona throw this away too

dear wanted to drink tis the day before i went off to airport

but we decided to drink it now :D

Ice-Wine

finshed my vodka in jus 1 nite during my chalet wit only 4 to 5 friends drinking. *high*

one of thr gift frm xiaoman he knw i luv to drink alot

wonder y do i have so much of alochol at home which my family members dun drink at all

and yet they luv cordon bleu, anyway i'm happy cos i can drink as much as i can when i'm unhappy

the sliding door to the kitchen

wanted to take up the course so much..............................

but but but the course date only avaible from 4 apr till 10 apr.

but 4 apr is a wed i'm confirm having OT again, 5 apr will be busy packing my stuff and of cos rest of the date will definitely cannot. Gona give it a miss.

my favourite childhood tibits

and this too. Finally found them at seng seong

my new PC

aft goin orchard wit mun, rush back to amk meet up wit dear n had new york new york for our dinner.

Cosy place

dear secretly taking pict of me which i took his pict but dear ah next time rmb to off ur flash ah

So tired, look at my eyes

what u wan again huh?

wedges, the only food i think it tasty

root beer float

bufflo wing's, eeeeeeeeekkkk

look at my expression n u knw hw the food taste like. anyway mayb only me n dear dun like ba.. So next time can go judge urself n tell me more kk.

fish n chip, erm duno hw to explain

the free candy floss

haha no place to put it so i put it there first

busy eating

Anyway i'm sad. Jus thinking tt why do ppl have to be so fake esp we r older.. started to think who sld i reali trust n who i sld not.. I treat u as my good friend but do u reali treat me as the same or u jus trying to get close to me n learn everything of mine and jus backstab me when u have the chance.. I duno..

Anyway got a very scare feeling.. Suddenly i'm very scare of died reali very scare.. I'm scare where will i be after die? lonely or??? am so scare which causes me to treasure my life even more.. So if anyone out there wana harm me or what jus get lose okay.. I jus wan to live a peaceful life and treasure what i have everyday..

Recently have too much cases of ppl passing away around me.

I reali duno hw to write in my blog.

But even some of them are my friend, friend afterall it also someone i know or colleague friend but i reali feel sad for them and even cried.

I know i teared easily but can't help feeling the super sour in my heart.

My heart is weak for this kind of thing, as i'm those who will cry infront of the tv watching touching/sad drama.

Anyway i'm here jus to pray for those who pass away.

10 mins of silentttttttttttt................................................................

Photos of my past..............................

Lots of ppl keep pester me to show them my younger pict or past photo.

Ok finally alittle bit of it is uploaded here now.

Sorry if the effect isn't tt good, u all also knw ah last time camera phone not tt good yet. so bear wit it okie.

anyway i din show some of the real photos to friend or colleague but but but they jus say eeeeeeeeekk not u. totally not the same. ya let u all see still comment so much. so what's the prob wit me now huh?

me n xiaoter (erm tis one recently took de, but i like it alot)
age 18?
yea i love goin to zoo
where my eyes looking at?
@ suntec musical fountain

cheer

the big big garfield

chinatown

bridge

CNY

age 19 or 20?

wow this one totally forgot liao leh

a force pose

the innocent look

recently jus took this neo print wit ling @ bugis.

Confirm mus go on diet aft looking at those pict. Ganbatie

Human being are jus so funny

All human lies. No doubt ALL

But the funniest thing is whether u r a good liar or not

Everyday you are listen to the person talking but end of the day u might realise some of the tale is jus another story make up by them

Why we wan to lie? To make ourselves happier? Nope i dun think so

The moment once u lie u have to use 2 lie to cover tt only one. So sooner or ltr it will accumulate more & more and it make u a perfect liar

Caught somebody lying even leaving evidence behind, omg. Dun u knw hw to wripe ur mouth aft 'tou chi'?

Yap I lie too in order to make my friend beside me just to be happier

White lies. No harm rite.

But the worse case is the closer friend beside u backstabbing YOU. yet u duno.

And also when u treat the person whom closer to u as a god??it also the person who describe u as a BITCH behind ur back. This is jus too cruel, i will chose to forget what the person told me rather than telling the victim bout the true of what he/she say.

You will never know.

And the more terrible is someone lie for the whole of their life. OMG even single little thing also wan to lie. *faint* so nice meh? Ok as i say it jus too terrible till everyone of us knw it. Common

The older we grow it make us a better liar, as we are all trained since young?

Wonderful day. I'm late for work AGAIN. arghh when can i have the habit to wake up early?

I reali can slp alot de lor. It mk me worry. @ genting also lidat i can slp frm 12am till 12pm lol. wahahahaha.

Anyway i got my reason why i'm late today. Cause i forgot to turn on my alarm. No excuse 8X

hee and of cos dear did morning call me. but i think i'm jus too tired ler ba. oops.

Wanted to get half day morning leave since i'm alrdy late and have to rush cab down. but thinking today was audrey last day so die die also mus go sia. wana see the expression of her's when she saw our present n surprise.

Some prob face up when it goin to be lunch time when we wanted to surprise her by bringing her to crystal jade treat her farewell lunch. Knwing she her schedule will be so full. So i went asking her whether lunch is she free, and as expected yea she meet her friend ler. arghh.

Keep nagging n nagging at her. asking her to go with us and even taught her hw to put her friend aeroplane. oops sorry. hee after some nagging finally she give in saying: eh eve u nv wrk in sales line very waste. me: hey what dun wan hor. hmm knw i'm gd at this hee 'never give up' yeah.

Audrey fetch us to Bottle Tree, yap change of venue as she suggested tt. Of cos end up she paying for the meal instead of us paying. cause she say if dun allow her to pay then she dun wan to go. *faint* where got this kind of person de.

Big fishes
audrey, me, mun & dawn

bottle tree


fishing pong
yap i look fat.
mun & me

there's alot of small fishes, wanted to catch some n put in hk fish tank but hor hee.
Cannot la the 'lou han' will eat those small fish de.

can u see the 'bottle tree'?
yammy

i love this tou fu

and this too

but not this, the only dish i dun eat.

we.......

see dawn n my eye we smile until 'jian ya but jian yen'

manage to get audrey sending others back first, so we can proceed on to our 2nd venue flower shop. Flower for her. hee XP

we having so much sweat walking jus to get this surprise for her hor.

And we r 40mins later than them to reach office. oops

the present for her

where are u looking at huh?

she look so happy

cute hor. she also like those figuring alot. of cos she collect lots more la 49 figuring collection at her home if i'm not wrong.

nice?

what she trying to do wit my comp again ah.

ya she helping me to change my comp. where's yy? he's too busy so audrey doesn't wan to wait for him and she DIY herself. thanks alot muackz.

and she do out a muvee using those pict we took today. omg so sweet lor. of cos she send to everyone of us.

Before she left we will chatting bout her previous co., work life, relationship life etc....

At first was chatting bout her working life & get to knw y she left her previous co. and nw she is leaving now. yap can say she used to wrk in big co. ler and she goin back to those big co. now. Hmmm mus miss us wor.

And bout relationship life. wahahahaha cannot say. *secret* it her privacy too.

Before she left got a big hug wit her. arghh nearly cry lo. MISS YOU!!!

*ps: she jus someone i reali dun treat her as a boss but rather a friend of mine.