OMG can't believe my silly gong gong dear lost his stuff again..dear ah u really super forgetful but those normal de but is powerful..mus bring u to doctor 1day what contain in ur brain?hahah


The story of 80 floors

There were once 2 brothers who lived on the 80th level.

On coming home one day, they realized to their dismay that the lifts were not working and that they had to climb the stairs home.

After struggling to the 20th level, panting and tired, they decided to abandon their bags and come back for them. They left their bags there and climbed on.

When they struggled to the 40th level, the younger brother started to grumble and both of them began to quarrel.

They continued to climb the flights of steps, quarrelling all the way to the 60th floor. They then realized that they had only 20 levels more to climb and decided to stop quarrelling and continue climbing in peace.

They silently climbed on and reached their home at long last. Each stood calmly before the door and waited for the other to open the door.

And they realized that the key was in their bags which were left on the 20th floor.

[not meant to be a joke at all.........if you find yourself laughing at it, it's about time u start thinking about what you want in life.]

Moral:

This story is a reflection on our lives. Many of us live for the expectations of our parents, teachers and friends when we were young. We seldom get to do the things that we really like or love.

It is under so much pressure and stress that by our early 20s, we get tired and decide to dump this load and enjoy life. Being free of the stress and pressure, we work enthusiastically and dream ambitious dreams.

But by the time we reach our 40s, we start to lose our vision and along with that, our dreams and goal in life. We began to feel unsatisfied and start to complain and criticize. We live life in misery as we are never satisfied.

Reaching 60, we realize that we have little time left for complaining and we began to walk the final episode in peace and calmness. We think that there is nothing left that could disappoint us, only to realize that we cannot rest in peace because we have an unfulfilled dream. A dream we abandoned about 60 plus years ago.

So what is your dream? Keep them alive. Follow your dreams so that you will not live with
regrets and you will have stories to share with your loved ones.

Got this story from ling blog..I think it real meaningful enjoy..hahah..

Shit shit shit

stomach damn pain..arghh..hate this kind of feeling..

today passes too fast..nv realise it time to end wrk ler but due to urgent stuff i'm doin OT again..

can't stand it we jus love to talk bout cometic etc....nv ending..haha..

mun asking eh i nv do my nail?eh lazy ler ah..haha..wait afew more days i sure will do it again..

complain to nunu and pooh pooh dear dear bully me..humpf..

dear i'm not goin to forgive u no matter what u do ah..*childish me*

this coming fri taking half day leave goin vivocity and sentosa with dear since so long we last went out for whole day together ler...time to take a leave to acc dear if nt i reali neglect him ler..

can u believe i din smoke for 2days okay include today 3days..omg..i can't believe it myself too..duno why out of sudden no mood to smoke ler..lots of ppl happy for me..feel proud of myself too..

Back frm KTV..haha..sing quite alot but nt as scary as hw me n ling used to do..oops..hee..ok..tks qiang, hong n hao for treating us KTV..mauckzzzzzzzzz...

Order my madrid Kimono beige ler..ling brought dorian valentines day cost $30 more than mine..haha..it look super cute.mich got herself a madrid violet..can't wait to get it..totally we ordered 11 pair..oh gosh..kind of scary..hee..

I miss dear so much..although jus nw meet him before ling came to fetch me..

Dear i love you!!

On my way to Zouk
@ liang court
(i look fat & sherman say i look too mature wearing tis)

Small fish leong
Ya trying to be funny
While waiting for the concert to start

I love the purple light

Bad headache

Feel as if my head is bursting soon..slept for too long i think all tks to ling for waking me up so early ytd tt why i'm so sleepy..

fri i did mention am still thinking whether to go club or not..ya end up what i still go even thot having a minor headache and tired..

as usual long island tea..had 2 wisky coke and 1 whole of long island tea..no doubt feel like vomiting nonono i'm not high or drunk at all..but i chose to vomit when i reach home..haha..a bad temper ppl like me kana step by those ppl wearing heels and dun even apologise..totally mad..so i keep elbow them..haha..

@ 4am keep making noise tt i wanted to go home ler..then they have no choice but to bring me home..in the cab was telling them i feel like vomiting. the uncle was like -_-" u wan plastic bag?i tell him nah it ok i wana go home puke..haha..they say i'm crazy ler..jus dun like to puke outside it mk me look ugly and erxin..hee..when bathing half way.......................puke in the toilet bowl..but abit only la so dun nid to feel erxin..hee

Saturday

Wake up by ling super power call @ 10plus..call me so many time..girl i'm dying ler..super super tired chat with her for 45mins i simply jus can't leave her alone so i meet her early..had sakae sushi for our lunch..i reali love to eat sushi alot but too bad..still feel unwell din eat much too..

Went for the loreal sales..brought afew thing causes $53..haha..brought those facial care walau..duno buy them for what always nv use de..die liao..jus can't let them off for being so cheap..hee..haiz die cannot lidat liao always buy thing use for less then 1/4 of the product then nv use ler..

Anyway the fish leong concert is nice..i like the qin qin song..oops..she so cute and small in build..

went to meidiya supermarket din buy anything at all ling finish all her money ler..nvm we go next sat okie?then i also can buy some stuff for dear too..goin to check out mp.3 and digital cam at audio house at liang court too..hmmm saw my old classmate..so long nv see her ler..look more prettier but abit lian now..hee..no harm..hee..ya micky was there too..as usual love to talk cock with us alot..

rush down to ps for our movie @ 9.30pm..not much time for dinner so we had long john..abit sian ah..but nvm since already hungry liao..

after movie dear came fetching me..hee..so long din see him ler..hee..dear staying over..hee..

Today

Woke up at 5plus pm..haha..having terrible headache as i mention above..haha..later goin KTV yeah yeah..my dad brought a digital camera for me cost $540..haiz..kind of sad cause i din tell him i prefer sony T10 jus need another $50 more only lo..nvm since he already buy then dun wan to hurt his heart..buying thing for daughter then end up i dun like..hee..but still very happy ler..tks dad..oh ya dad brought me a color screen cordless phone too but abit crazy lor $198 for jus a cordless phone although my room phone abit spoil liao but hmm....heehee..

Rain of flower orange?

Kimono Black?

Kimono Beige ?

(any idea which should i get?)

Tired Tired Tired..

having terrible headache rite now..tt why today dun intend to OT..

haiz..later still duno wana go phuture anot leh..am jus so tired..so sleepy zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Checking for papillio madrid duno which design should i get, either Kimono black/beige or Rain of flower..hmmm hmmm

Tmr need to go lots of places with ling and sherman..Shopping spree, checking out internet and computer stuff, movie, concert, loreal sales, meidiya and follow on duno what ler..but will be meeting up dear very late..dear mus wait for me k?Remember to come fetch me also ah..Will b too lazy to go back after everything end..think will end everything wit them ard 12am lidat ba..hee

22 Nov'06

Tell u something funny today i got my salary increment again but guess what i end up crying after being so long tt i last cried it make me feel better after crying..

I reali dun like the feeling if reali can chose from friend or money i will still chose friend..

23 Nov'06

Past 2days had a very big quarrel with dear it seem so long tt we last quarrel until lidat ler..but lucky everything is solve ler..

Dear sorry for making u feel that dun love u..i reali do love u..but my work have come over my head..all my mind is thinking bout work rite now..sorry..i will change de..

Anyway i rougly got a pict of my redesign tattoo..eh the current one i dun think it reali nt nice ah..hee

Suddenly feel like giving a gift/present to ppl whom i treasure..surprise..hee

Had being crazy wrk till late for this 2days..super tired..both day wrk till 9plus..arghh..last nite the whole 2nd floor only left me until now i din knw whether the guy talking voice is a human or or.........haiz..forget it..today got so many ppl acc me OT so happy..KFC with the managers..make me laugh until siao..cannot stand them lo..full of crap..saying i'm the.............................................secret..wahaha..really cannot stand them sia..

Will be getting more n more busy with work ler..let me apologise first if i dun have time to acc any1 esp my dear silly..remember work come first rite..hee..

Really happy tt i get to met lian, elva, mun, dawn appreciate them alot we always help one another without complaining..this is the spirit..yeah

Change my blogskins again after the 1st failure blogskins that can't even let me put my tagboard in as it will change all the alightment..nvm..found the 2nd blog skins which i like it alot too..feel free to look around..

Dear reaching soon ler..yeah tt mean's my fries is coming soon..hee..

Dear i'm jus so glad that i have found you

You fill my life with happiness and light when i'm in my darkness day

Even thot u know that it hard for me to forget but u always give me times and acc me so that my mind won't run wild even thot when u feel sad bout it

You always so understanding, so sweet so near to perfect (as in ur character now) all ur friend say i'm bless by u till sometime i think i 'pei bu shan ni' so i always say wana leave u

No matter what u say i always trusted u so much so much..you never break ur promise..

Still remember there's once u lied to me tt u secretly went to m'sia to do ur bike when i goin club with jolin they all..then ur friend accidently told me bout this, we had a big quarrel..knowing u nev tell me cause u doesn't wan me to worry or blah blah blah..you promise me if u lie again i can do something to u which u hate it alot or in ur life time no1 did tt to u..even small lie u also let me punish u..

Wonder y u always so scare of having girl coming near u..mayb due to this i have totally trust in u..last time when we r only friends u also super scare of me..can't understand ah beng like u scare of girls..hee..so sorry tt i always say aiya u won't have girl by ur side de la..completely trust u..

My sixth sense telling me you r a great guy, all my friend and family say the same things to me too..so another sorry tt i always attitude or always seem nt to treasure u..

To ppl after seeing this blog might think u r useless..infact u r totally NO NO NO..U r great cause No1 knw it more than me..Loving someone is jus like what u do..friend say i reali found a gold..so u this gold must keep it up okay..

I jus love to make fun of u..u look jus so cute..love to act angry or quarrel wit u too..till kelun also sian liao..hahah..he used to our pattern too liao..

Last but not least dear jus wana tell u ("v") I Love You ("v")

Went to watch Colic last nite with hong they all..hahah..enjoy myself so much..althought they r guy but they always understand me so much and dote me XP Kaoz qiang and hong always love to be funny before i decide to watch colic or casino royale then they drag me all the way to the counter forcing me to pay all the 5 ticket by mself without even need to move my leg at all..ya the counter girl was simply jus smiling too..can't stop laughing sia..

Today is jus another silly me laugh non-stop din knw y mayb i got influence by mom??

1st - when teaching mun some working stuff then

she: eh so those stuff is fixed de?
me: ya
she: so i rub off those star tt u drawn k?
me: ok lo..those is jus for u to special take notes only
When she trying to remove it..
she: eh hw come lidat ah?
me: ur stuff lousy de..

Suddenly both of us jus look close to the piece of paper...both laugh out loud..realise it a photocopy paper..the original set is with me..oops..lian called cannot stand us..hee hahahah :D

2nd - During lunch time when sms half way with dear..saying duno bout what wife and

hubby de..then i purposely sent him those attitude sms to him..ard 4pm dear called
dear: dear ah u very naughty hor..when ur sms fierce fierce de ah?
me: huh..got meh?
dear: oh u angry huh?
me: nope trying to show attitude
dear: ok lol..bye..
me: can't stop laughing
dear: hahahah..what so funny?
me: duno leh..can't stand the way u talk..continue to laugh
continue with those blah blah blah conversation
dear: why u nv reply my sms jus now?
me: oh isit?
dear: ya la
me: (while laughing then continue to think) hahahahaahah got leh i reply you ah
dear: oops..i haven check out my phone yet, why r u still laughing non-stop?
me: think i got the virus from my mom ler..
dear: silly mom and silly dear

continue playing those silly sms with him..

think hk can't stand me for keep laughing today

3rd - when look at the cosmetic wanted to call home and ask mom to buy my dinner..

call home no1 ans

call sis no1 ans too

call mom even more jialat din on the phone

so i decide to sms my sis..end up guess who i sms to??hahahah..it min sister's oh gosh oh gosh..so paiseh..hee..then manage to call in to find my mother..haiz..when out to orchard again..cannot stand her

Duno will dear be coming by today to gif me a kiss or hug??hee..due to our busy schedule..but happy enough ler..cause i dun like to meet him up so regularly i duno y..it jus weird

Where r we hiding at

Multi-storage carpark

MICH again

ME

Can u see the shadow?

Guess which pict is me or mich?

Pond with the little light design
The place we got chase out 8X

Mich

I love the lights and everything

So cute rite those small little tree in the small pond
Right infront of the far light is the CWP

Roof top garden..it a totally diff feeling compare when u r in the building
The whole place is filled with grass

East wing

In the middle of no where

100 parking lot for the BICYCLE? XP

Swimming pool..I love the reflection

See the 2 block?It look like those HDB flat rite

Infact it hostel for the student over there

Beginning of journey

Nabei..knn..have to retype the post..omg..even those photos i spent so much time to upload de..what the...............................arghhh..have to retype all over again..forgot what i type jus now liao la..let me recalle..wait............................................

Last nite after goin cwp with mich, we decided to give Republic Poly a visit..haha..The place is jus so nice so comfortable esp at nite..If u r nt in good mood..go in walk ard or hide in a corner not long after u will find ur mood will be much better..

I can say it a rich school..It the nicest poly i ever seen..Mich was saying it even much more nicer compare to NUS she was thinking after 1 and half ya graduate in NUS she was thinking either go Republic jus take up any course to study or go there to b the lecturer...eh..girl so cute u have those weird thinking like mine too..I knw ur will sure be goin back to MGS to be the teacher as u used to b the part-time teacher there..hmm haha..we kana chase out frm one of the building which we din knw it for staff only..the security guard even thot we r the student there..hee..telling us the building is out of bound for student and even apologise to us for chasing us out..so cute..lucky we still look young..oops

If 1 day i can't be found rite mayb can go try out republic poly..i might be hiding in there esp at nite..hee

Oh ya mich is one of the friend which i'm very proud to have..someone who is jus too clever ler..i reali duno have to say..Clever this words is jus too little for her..everytime ppl will think since young we were already so close but why she is so clever yet I......hee..Nah..it diff okay XP

Behind our block beside republic poly it a soon goin to b park..named sangi china..erxin rite?i confirm there's a china words as the park name but the sangi i abit forgot liao..kaoz..sometime i will suddenly thot tt i'm staying in china instead of singapore..eh why they dun call it North coast leh?hee..but am happy too..plan die also dun wan to move out of my house liao..hee..my mum say then u dun intend to get marry la..hahah..i jus joking only okie..u knw the park started frm my hse here will link all the way to sembawang park..haha..i can blade till siao liao dun nid to keep goin to East coast park like nw ler..

Dear agree tt we will get a hse in woodland area..hee..yeah..love u so much dear..but rite nw there's isn't any woodland flat building leh..haiz..hopefully by next yr there's BTO flat in woodland ler..pray pray..if nt wun b able to get the flat in yrs time tt we planned..

Oh ya not forgetting friday went bugis with ling saw damn lot of stars over there all actor, actress etc................ling reali wish to take pict wit 1 of the guy whom she think it those handsome guy no matter hw long u look at him also will still think he is handsome..ling we reali got diff taste for guy sia..hahah..sorry girl tt day too tired ler if nt will help u take pict wit the guy..hee..and u knw i nt reali interested in those stuff de..hee next time kk..

Dun think will be able to go to the Motor show today ler..so lazy to go out..haiz..but

dear nearly took leave jus to pei me go, as he knw i reali wan to go alot and mostly ppl dun reali like to go Motor show those stuff de..so sian..dear ah dun be silly u go work okay..work come first..this kind of thing next yr we can go again..dun feel sad for me ah..Dear having a hard to time to go slp last nite..hee..i jus simple can't get to slp so i watch tv the whole nite making dear din slp well too oops 8X

Was planning to re-design my neck tattoo..my fate and happiness all goes to my tattoo..due to my tattoo it make me lost someone precious and also let me realise even if someone reali love me who will love me for whom i'm..

Simply love to see this show..Knw i abit slow ah..

After the watch it at SCV channel then i continue the VCD now

XP

Love at harvard

Ling carry the Christmas present i got for her

This look better!!

Ling look pale..We were damn tired lol

Can u find me?

Pepper lunch ytd our lunch XP

(thinking back when i first eat this was wit delvin 1 of my ex since 1yrs plus back then)

Finally pass our First Aids Course ler 20 passes out of 26..Mon gona go back to wrk ler..

Ard 4.30pm we leave the places happily and go for our shopping..Shirley was wit us as she need to wait for her bf till ard 7.30pm..a really gentle girl..nice to knw her..

Walk all the way frm Orchard to Bugis..so much memory flash back..but it jus a memory..The moment we reached Bugis straight away go to the Cafe tt we always used to go..haha..so hot and tired..bugis always bring me lots and lots of memory, happy and sad..

Regarding of me saying i'm getting fat ler there's afew comment frm some of the friends which haven saw me for a long time..

1st) the toy shop guy last seen me at ard 2mths ago? say: hmmm..nw u slim back abit ler..compare to last time super slim but nw abit fat look better..and nw more mature ler nt like last time ard 1yr plus ago so lian..oops..okay..it the time which i dun wish to remember anymore XP

2nd) A girl who always change to so much so diff store to sell clothing..wow..she damn damn slim now..whom last time seem fat..cause there's some reason so she suddenly slim down..haiz..girl let the past go and happily look forward to the future knw tt it a shadow to u ler but jus jiayou k? say: wow..u look diff leh.. i jus ans yeah i knw fat liao mah rite?she jus smile wonder what happen to me..i say nth jus having a good life keep eating until die lol..she knw i anyhw say de..waahahahah.. a suddenly question pop out frm her..eh where's ur bf??change bf again ah??

Replying her..wakao no liao hor..nv change anymore ler..knwing last time i'm flirt but tt's the only time okie..

3rd) The cute guy a own a few shoe shops over there..looking at me for quite sometimes..he shouted from far 'EHHHHHHHHHHH' oops..i walk over so he wun nid to shout again..haha..he say i look diff ler..I say ya i knw FAT rite?hee..i knw lots of ppl will react quite big for seeing me suddenly fat..

haiz..ok enough of me getting fat ler..nonsense..hee..got another wrist belt ytd..eh..abit waste money la..got 3 of thsoe wrist belt ler..but always nv wear..aiyo go office i dun doll up..tt's why ppl say i'm slack..

Planning for last nite goin club wit rachel either to Momo or MU was cancel..cause i wasn't in the rite mood to go..So ling n me decide to go clark quey..last nite had a great chat wit her..was saying lots of things..we were thinking things was jus so weird in this world..Even if a very good friend everyone will be thinking if they lost 1 another, another one will had a hard time living without another one..but it nt the case..only will feel sad..but lives still goes on..

There's a friend of mine..motor accident until very jialat the gf died..the friend of mine was so sad at the funeral tears even running down the cheek..But nt long after he got himself another gf..was the hell..a person u love was being killed by u yet u can b so heartless..

I reali sick of everything ler..dun blame me to be heartless ler..when i'm still good will u treasure..Dun blame me for the changes..no matter hw we quarrel bout it either one wun wan to lost tt what our temper n mindset is...we jus doesn't suit tt why we end up lidat..

Last time i always wish i can die in the motor accident..so my soul will be back to see who will reali be sad for me..then i will be happy enough to leave this world..cause i knw even when they are sad only last for afews yrs only..but jus happy ler..but nt those sad a fews wks then forgot bout me..tt kind of person i sure hunt them..wahahahahaah..kidding..

When i decide to give up T10 due to some reason i dun wana buy it ler..but dear was pursuing me to get tt digi cam..eh i duno why but he wan me to continue to like it till next yr?eh..what was in his mind again?haha..Even thot when i fall in love with T10 since 3mth plus ago when i first saw at sony gallery when the advertisment isn't out yet but if i buy it slower than any1 ppl will still think i copy cat..eh..dun b childish leh..if reali wan something which other doesn't have de the u go oversea or special made de lo..

Honestly dun be childish..only childish ppl will say ppl r childish..take a mirror and look to urself and think..wonder have anyone told u this..or mayb u find this words familiar..but this is someone who taught me de..think about it..when u say others are childish pls think of whether r u the one too..i can't say i'm mature..cause i'm still young..but at least i grown up since 1yrs ago..ppl will only grown up only when there's something which let him or her seen through..

Although i know i'm not reali rich..but am content wit everything i have..happy is more impt than money..i dun nid money i jus need ppl to be real beside me..

Lots of friend was telling me to change my blog address in case of those ppl loves to see ler then keep saying those stupid comment..but will only change it in afews days time..Reali wan a clean break ler..good bye everyone..

I always nv say or do anything not because i'm coward or what..cause i dun wan life to be miserable and i'm anything with what whatever things it is..now why i'm angry cause there's a limit with everyone temper..I'm nt goin to b anything anymore cause ppl will jus take me for granted or etc............thot i wun mind of what..

I not as happy as what i seem to be..Whatever i do i jus wana make myself Happy..IS IT A WRONG TO BE HAPPY?

Sorry for the hurts i have done..but if u wan knw why..when out i say out the reason ler mayb u will find it afterall it nt a hurts anymore..but no matter what be happy okie..that's what i can say..knw u will do lots of things jus to make someone feel bad or sad..Jus all the best..Life is jus so funny..

Happy with my life rite now..Out of the stage of unhappiness..No matter i'm happy or not it non of anyone business..Those extra get out of my life..Finally pass my own stage..I called it a life or experience..

Understand what i feel or think..if duno me..pls no comment needed..Dear tks for always being by my side to console n encourage me even thot when u r unhappy and million of tks for being so doting..I'm content with my life rite now..It my turn to look after u ler dear..sorry for making u suffer for the past yr..Thanks everyone for bringing me to the light..LOVE YA!!!

I love this top when i first saw it..dear too..hee

SHY
Dun take pict when i'm eating..it ugly
Finally i'm in the photo too XP
Twist
A happy Victim

Dun be sad..Very nice hor??Hee

Her hand
My hand
Busy bandaging ling head while she so free to take pict
Ling scare i look scary..heehee..I think it more to erxin leh
Me too
Hahahah
Oh my head

Nice Rite?

Ling helping me to bandage