Past few days haf been so busy..

Thursday 22th

Today is Dear ORD & my Bro bday..hmm...Dear kana put aeroplane I wish n pray the fucker will got his own revenge for putting ppl such a big aeroplane..When to Seletar Dem to find shirleen n ordi..haha..we r late again..while on the way back it rain heavily..shit..

Friday 23th

Boss kinda weird today..after I finish packing my stuff n prepare to off my com my boss suddenly ask me this n tt..keep asking till like don let me go off..but dear is waiting for me outside liao..so when he was talking on phone I jus faster ran off..wahahah..When jogging with dear..oh gosh..reali too long nv exercise liao cannot take it anymore..Oh ya forgot I play badminton too..tt one of my favourite sport game..anyway duno since when I will get frustrated easily with dear & this will cause both of us to b unhappy..knw all this thing come frm me..mayb my tooth n work make me feel so stress up..forget it..anyway when to seletar dem again with dear, shirleen, ordi, jiaxin, Nicole, Fiona, liming after tt went to coffee shop n seat till 4am..it rain again tt nite…-_-"..after washing up dear wipe my hair for me till it dry..so eventually I fall asleep..sori dear for leaving u alone..hee..

Saturday 24th

Woke up at 9.45am..yawn..cause already plan to meet mich n his bf to dino exhibition..dear was so pig..keep calling him so many time but he doesn’t wana wake up until I jump on top of him & disturb him..wahahah..8P..Nv expect mich to b late too..we meet @ 10am but she only woke up @ 10am when I called her..hee..The dino exhibition was great..but disappointed it nt as big as I expected..hee..too quite some pic..will upload some in..cause there’s 20 over pic..oops..hmm had so much fun I simply love T-Rex..after dino exhibition we went to science centre..dear so poor thing I run here n there & he have to follow..tks to mich n yuhan..6pm was so so tired..nearly fall asleep..mich doesn’t seem like wana go back..Go lot1 had our dinner & chat till 11pm..actually me n dear meeting shirleen they all @ 10.30pm goin Malaysia but suddenly receive a sms tt it was raymond bday..*faint*..reach home @ 11.45pm..after bath when out again to meet Raymond..around 3am went to east coast park to meet shirleen they all..reach home already 7.40am..-_-"..so so tired tt I keep sleep on the bike while dear ride..haiz..sorry for making u worry tt I will drop off dear..Out for nearly 24hrs…I’m goin to bcom a panda bear ler la..

Sunday 25th

Sleep till 5.30pm..dear came @ 6pm..after he reach my hse we had a big quarrel..feel so sian lor..due to the past few days of my pekchek or stress so I haf being treating dear weird..sorry..so paisey shirleen they all reach @ 7pm we already plan to go for dinner together @ wan guo there..when dwn to quarrel..guess what since he was so angry then I let him go alone & I jus walk away..after dear walk off I jus go another direction but afew second lata he caught up wit me looking sad saying I bear to let someone jus leave lidat??sound weird..but I feel so guilty all he wan is jus a sorry..but I jus neglect his feeling..promise I wun lidat anymore..love u dear..after dinner everyone when to lower Pierre for a chat till 12am after tt dear came my hse till 4am jus to saying me fall slp so he can go back..hee..tks dear for doing so much for me..everything little thing u done n all those thing u have change for me it reali touch my heart..u r jus like my everything..

Monday 26th

After work when to eat curry fish head with dear, shirleen n ordi..hmm..everyday meet up with dear also doesn't feel bored..haahaa

Tuesday 27th

Yeah got my pay increment letter liao..dear gt back his temp job..raymond return to his job liao..and mayb dear will have his chance too..jus hope everything will when fine..today is a great day for me & dear.

Wednesday 28th

dear is back today..haha..hmm..today i simply jus playing game for the whole day..nth to do at all..so bored..my boss goin to kill me soon..wahahah


All the best to dear for his job finding..i know u can do it de..
Jus feel proud to have my Bro, Mich & Ling by my side someone who make me feel proud..even my precious dear also..oh ya oh ya nt forgetting proud in my job too..-_-" heeheehee..

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Feeling moody nw thot have a great time today..having so much fun today..watched scare movie 4..hmm..nt recommended..mayb cause my wisdom tooth start to pain again so pain so pain..today is dear last day work @ my work place there..kinda weird..used to him fetching n sending me home..yawnn...tml have to get up early n go work myself..if nt i haf to take cab again..

Hee..got myself a new hair band..nice nice..but kinda ex..hee..no matter what i like it alot..jus wat i wanted to get for a long time finally i found it ler..haha..

So tired nw..wana go slp early today..if nt i sure sick again..zzzzzzzzzzzz

Past

Suddenly i feel weird really weird..after so long i got this feeling back after mths n even year..Feel like i'm jus a idiot or fool so believe every words tt human say..not all human..is certain one..u knw who u r..after yrs i realise i so so so stupid..am i being cheated or do i look stupid??Really feel like asking out..but so what if i ask..It just a bull shit of rubbish..what make me become so cruel..I hate this world..who can i really trust??Why do i suddenly think back of the past..but it still bothering me..i jus can't let it go witout knowing the knw which i knw i'm in the fault too..

What am i still holding on too??Am just so so lost..I wana go club..I miss clubbing..clubbing help me to knw something too..thot there's good n bad bout it but it help me..It really does..

Can i really trust Human being??

OMG omg omg..

So much movie i wana watch..R.V, Just my luck, Scary movie 4, Campus ghost story and superman..hmm..can finish it in 1 weeks?hee..always watch 1 to 2 movie everyweek..haha..but i'm broke..only can watch 2 movie in this week..haiz..waiting for my salary to come...

I'm wan go on diet..getting more n more fat..and my mum keep saying i'm getting ugly not as pretty as used to be..sian sain..nw she was saying my hair suck too..her taste is gd tt mean..hmm..cause she used to praise my hair is nice when i cut it style..but she say this stylist is lousy..Faint..nvm la..

Boring boring..

Bad Mood!

Couldn't feel good at all..but when i'm with my colleague i will feel happy..doesn't knw what am i really thinking..feeling weird thinking of the past..Did i move a wrong step??Till nw i still duno..arghhh..help..wat can i do??Just feel regret and sorry..

Ghost??heehee
New hair cut
Messy Hair
I'm Broke

Have spent too much ler..Spect, Medical fee, Hp bills, Contact lence, Heel, Converse Shoe, TP test, Tops, Bottoms, New Hair cut, Bra hahah etc etc....

Just got myself a hair cut..hmm..nt as style as my friend cut de but still ok..acceptable..

The funeral is over..My great grandmother is in peace now..hmm..anyway everyone of us will end up the same way jus tt it sooner or later n diff type of passing away..so we mus treasure every moment n time we have esp the one beside u..

Watch Garfield 2 and Silent hill..not bad..the garfield is very nice..super funny..Haven watch R.V and Just my Luck..will watch either 1 tml..

When sembawang park over the weekend wit dear, mich, yuhan and raymond..have so much laughter..So happy for mich to find such a great guy..

Goin to wash bike ler..waiting for dear to come fetch me..

Fail my TP

Haiz..what a bad day..my great grandmother pass away today and i always do think tt 13 is a bad day for me..indeed..before i go for my test i already knew i will fail..wa lau my instructor even say why we student always drive so well during lesson but on the test we always have weird pattern..as for me after having my half yr lesson only once i mount kerb and it was quite afew mths ago..today i mount kerb during my TP wtf..i got an immediate failure..arghhhhh..totally disappoint..I'm jus too gan cheong n worry liao..can't perform well..

Hmm..nvm jus try harder for the next time..will blog up once i got the licence..hee..but abit feel like giving up ler..can't concentrate both thing at one go..esp nw is 4thing at one go..1st my great grandmother who used to dote me alot pass away, 2nd i'm still very sick, 3rd stress with my work & 4rd it my first TP test jus too scare...

Sad Sad..my best friend thot i lie to her tt i fail..cause she was totally too confident in me..wa lau..will i ever lie to u??and dear keep telling me it ok there always be another chance..

Thanks tt my parent who give me all the support..tks everyone..muackz....

MISSHA I miss u guys..

I'm Sick..

So terrible So painful..Since Sat already start feeling the pain during urine..hmm..thot there's nth much so i jus ignore it..till ytd after i woke up i can't control my urine..will wana toilet every now n then..can u imagine while driving for 1 n a half hr controlling the uncomfortable..i told my instructor i wana go to toilet..hmm..guess what the moment i find doin my small business there's feel of urine again and my stomach n erm........was super super pain..don even knw hw many time i when to loo today..what make me scare is there's blood in my urine after my driving lesson..omg..beginning i thot hmm my auntie come again after it jus ended??nonono...it getting more n more worse i'm jus so worry..Board a cab n when to a clinic..it was so unbearable and dear rush all the way down frm his hse when he jus reach home after leaving my hse..hmm..got my urine test..so paisey to bring out the small container they gif me..the doctor say it was a urine infection..*faint*..the doctor keep asking whether do i have any fever or back pain cause mayb it will infect the kidney..-_-""..so tis few days i'm under observation..haiz...glad to haf dear by my side accompany, take care of me n gif me the courage..muackz...

Don't think i can go for my TP test ler...WTF..waste my money sia...hmm..goin for my rest ler..cannot stay up for too long..mayb won't be blogging for few days till i totally recover..

I'm jus too lazy to blog..So this will be a very short blog

Yeah..later going malaysia..this morning i nv when for the full body checkup..too tired..hmm hmm..being learning lotsa of new thing in work..My manager my boss is like my god-father cum teacher..hee..just so happy working there..but past 2 days i'm straggling like hell being jus too too too busy..

Ytd when orchard wit ling..hmm..nv brought much things..cause we drive there jus for the seek of changing my tops..tks ling love ya..hmm long time we nv had a great chat liao hor...Hope u can find someone whom u really love..miss ya..

Dear dear so ke lian..always cause of acc me have not enough sleep..my silly dear dear..

Goin to Be So So So Busy

Brought a Zara top n realise there's a hole lor..WTF..have to go on either fri or sat to change it..but tml n fri mostly i have to do OT i guess..have alot of thing to clear..and sat need to go for a full body check up..then still need to go bugis there buy a memory card..tml have to acc dear go mai guan..then sat we goin malaysia..arghhhh..sunday i goin for my driving lesson..next tue i have my TP test..so stress..so much thing to do in work can't even concentrate on my driving lesson liao..surely fail de...I have no enough time to do all the things..

I miss last sunday KTV..dear singing was way too good from mine..hee..love the way he sing when he look at me..hee...

Riding a wave is easy..but but i surely won't go for bike licence..i will be crash by the bike and somemore i don have the time or even energy to go for it..

I'm real tired from my work liao..i need to relax..hope my will pass my driving so i don have to seperate my concentration on work..but i knw i wil fail..haiz..nvm there's if fail for the 1st time i still can go for the 2nd..hee..hmmm jus cheating myself jus to make me happy..wahahah

Saw it?it winnie the pooh.
Dear so greedy started eating liao
hmm..my waffle with 2 scoop of ice-cream. wahaha

OMEN

So excited bout the show..in the end guess what??it nt as good as i expected..not scary..ling heard i goin watch omen she was so excited in joining me n dear so sherman so being pull in too..haha..frm morning i help ling online book the ticket both of us were so happy till we can't really get to work or so call concentrate..hee..

Brought sherman a undergarment those sexy type de for his bday and a huge card which done by ling n me..but ling put in almost all the effort..i jus add in here n there..

When to have our waffle ice-cream and i took pic of it again..hhaahah...haiz i misunderstood dear so i was kinda angry/attitude to him..was quite regret when he was trying to make me cheer up n i ignore him..feel sad with him nw..

Goin to sleep early tonite..good nite dear...good nite ling, sherman and everyone

This Will Be a Very Long Blog

Only slept for 3hrs cause of dear la cannot sleep well keep turning here n there But i'm not tired at all..infact i still can go round playing even thot i jus reach home..haha..just too too happy..

When to sakae sushi with dear, shirleen & Ordi??eh i duno hw to spell sorry..hee..was so so full..silly dear was too full till he when vomit..anyway my previous post was saying dear n me planning to get marry..hmm seem like being mistaken as we r marrying nw..hhaahahha..nono..there's more planning to our little married..jus a small little secret between us..wahahaha..

Dear jus brought me a heel & winnie the pooh..both slipper was spoil in jus 2 wks..so angry..but this the 2nd so call slipper dear brought for me, heard there's this saying when u buy a shoe for ur partner she/he will wear it n run away with another person..hmm..but try not to superstitious..wondering if 1 day i'm witout dear what will i be like?

Once i had this bf together for 3yrs 9mths..a super caring n loving guy..whom i nearly marry to him..i thot no1 can treat me beta than him..lucky in the end cause lack of communication i broke up with him..Frm then on i can do whatever i like..anyway it was something bad too..had 5 tattoo in less than half yr..always club 3times per wk..everymth will change my hair color n style..love black stuff..evil and flirt..mayb being lock up by him too long liao..curious by my life??but i'm living in a very colorful world..but i hate myself for being abit too flirt tt time..*regret* haiz..anyway it the past..who will care bout it and i don give it a damn anymore..

It dear who make me feel like changing back to someone whom all my old friend love me to be and make me believe in love once again..i know they super care bout me..sorry for making u guys worry for me..And tks dear for so much so much thing..Million of tks can't explain hw i feel..silly u jus make me feel i'm nt worth to u even thot u keep saying i'm..

Oh ya..haven book the air ticket to go bangkok for this coming christmas..dear n me decided to when oversea to celebrate our christmas as we hate the crowd in singapore..but if really last min cannot go also fine wit me cause i will still get my christmas present.wahaha..and somemore i'm more interested in 2007 a little trip to my dream place..hahah..another secret between me n dearie again..

Little Message for Dear

Everything things everything words u have done or say to me it touch my heart..jus so much so much thing is in my heart..will remember every single words u told me..I Love U so...

k la shall stop ler..like all my blog is just saying bout my silly zhimin..haha..this is more like my personal diary..hee..yawn..i'm tired..goin zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

When for my Eye check up

I do really hurt my eye not 1 but both..god damn it..can't wear contact lense for mths..so sad..had to force myself wearing spect even when i go club, it make me sad when i think of it..hmmm..got myself a new spect..tt mean nw i have 4 spect with diff design..wahaha..can mix n match liao..it cost me $205 but my mum pay $150 for it..and i was recommend to go for a eye specialist..-_-""..mum have spent too much $$ on me liao..Thanks mum u r the best..

Dear was terrible sick..haiz..but still wana bring me go out..it make hurt when i see u suffering n insist on bringing me go shopping..love u muack..

Anyway had a good chat wit my mum jus nw n even told her bout me & dear planning to get marry..guess what she agree n even bless us..So So So Happy..

Just hope n pray everything will go smoothly..I just wana be happy..

Feel Like Clubbing

I wanted to club so much..Miss seeing dear dancing..haiz..my last clubbing was 13th of May..Sian ah..

Dear was a pig..i keep calling and calling but he seem can't even hear his own hp ringing..stupid he was the one who ask me to wake him up so he can come fetch me for dinner..arghh...let me hungry to death ba...

Jus another 2 more weeks to go finally my TP test..was so nervous so scare..think i'm sure to fail...haiz..

Today lian called ask me whether can i go back to work for awhile..i'm jus way too tired can't even get up..so sorry i can't mange to go..HK goin to kill me..think i'm jus way too careless..forgot the working paper for 2 SKU..sorry..

Fark lo..so angry wit tt stupid pig..shit him..