Surprise!!!

This morning go work with ling & deen..once i reach office lian show me winnie the pooh soft toy..was so so cute..then she suddenly told me tt it was for me..Was so shock &n happy..lian gt elva a pair of ear ring & dawn a piggy..tks lian..muackz..love it lotz..

There's always a war in our co. haiz..when will the war be end??i hope it reali will end soon..i love peace..Jus wish every1 will b happy can ler..

Ytd ling & I planned to go blade again..so she drive out..ya when we reach @ 8.15pm it already closed @ 8pm -_-"..sianz

Meeting up wit ling everyday lo..like we r inseperate..oops..sound erxin rite?but reali glad to haf such a great friend by my side..Both of us brought a little strawberry hp pouch..hee..ppl might thot we r laby..wahaha..

Received a sms last morning..with something written it like a website din see clearly, so i jus thot ling create a photobucket of our photo..in the end she sent me her personal blog which no1 ever knw..so touch..she trusted me so much..reali am so so happy..

Am so so xinfu..Next mth i'm goin to overspent again..arghhh..

Taiwan wait for me...............................

I'm a Superwomen??

I'm damn damn tired..but i jus feel happy..

Wednesday nite went to zouk/phuture jus to go there to try out the long island tea which seem to be famous over there..yap..it is..every1 day damn high n drunk..i only had 1 shot & half jar of long island tea..feel abit high..but i haf to take care of every1..6 ppl wit 6 jar make every1 die..ling was super high..qiang drunk till we haf to drag him home (i think i getting more n more fit..mayb due to my fat ba)..hong vomit so much but lucky he still can walk him himself..dear still ok but he was very emotional tt nite..fa din knw what he doin..only left me who r nt drunk nor as high as them..still very clear..qiang vomit on my hand when helping him to put on the seat belt "am goin to kill u liao"..and for my silly dear, i'm super tired taking care of u for the whole nite while i still haf to wrk the following day..but but willing to do everything jus for u..

Next day i still went to wrk..died tired..at nite still acc dear to watch dvd..

Last nite slept @ 5am..arghhh..cause of dvd again..before tt when bugis..gt a couple t-shirt..baby milo..damn cute lo.. hmm saw danial @ bugis, oops accidently say something which i shouldn't to him..

Today ling woke me up @ 9am?hmm..told her i'm super tired..so she called @ 11am to wake me up again..no choice but to get up..cause wana go blade again..imagine we blade for 5plus hrs...our leg goin to break liao..cause of sitoh la..came too late..haf to acc him to blade..so jus continue with after our 3hrs of blade..and we nv even stopped at all lo..can feel my leg could jus break any moment..took few pic..will load once i gt it save in pc..oh ya saw mingyao n sliven @ east coast too, both of them selling durian nw..but they seem weird after they saw us..anyway there's nth to hide or lie what...

Anyway ling already ask my boss whether next yr can we take leave for the whole wk ler..abit too fast ah..hahaha..

Dear sorry for not understand tt u r under alot of stress now and i still giving u even more stress..I'm sorry..muack..love u as much as i can..

My tooth is jus too too too pain..gum swollen liao la..haf to go see dentist liao..

Tmr still haf to get up early for my driving lesson..arghhhh..

Don't u think i'm reali a superwomen liao..

Overseas

All along was thinking oversea study isn't a bad choice, but always nv really make the effort to look through the course & school..but now me n ling really am wanting to go ler..we r finding the sch n course rite nw..but but but..can we reali leave everything here n jus go away for afew yrs??can we reali leave our family, bf & friends??

Asked my bf.

Me: Dear if i reali go oversea to study will u wait for me to come back?

Dear: Ya of cos..i will..but y do u wana go oversea to study while u can study here?

Me: "Y can't i" No la, wana learn to b more independent & see the world more..(Infact wana leave here for the time being, abit sick of here ler)

hmm..i forgot what he reply me ler..but dear is always so silly so honest..don u scare i fall in love wit another guy over there???hee..

Mom encourage me to go study too & she asked the same question like what my colleague did..ur bf hw??i told them he say will wait for me..i believe he will..

Anyway reali need to do alot of thinking b4 making any decision..but me & ling will still go overseas to enjoy ourselves & relax frm this stressful world..hahah..goin to book for the air ticket soon..it will be the world for both our girl without anyone by our side..yeah...

Today our boss treated me, elva, lian & dawn to ichiban during our lunch..kinda paiseh..cause this free lunch is we requested de..eh..cause of new girl coming 'dawn'..i knw it abit lame but he jus agree..mayb it hard for a boss to reject..hee..anyway reali tks alot..thot he can't see this blog i still feel appreciate..but our team brought a shirt for him..hope boss like it..hahaha..

Too many things jus happen in our co. recently..super sad..wonder what the result will be..anyway jus nw hk wanted me to check out hw much is per large binder weight..hmm..saw ling then she keep chatting wit me while i searching for the weight..but hk came dwn in time to saw both of us playiing..erm..he sure think tt no wonder i came dwn for so long..nt finding the thing he wan..so he bring me personally to find it..oops..haiz..surely thought i eat snake de..

3 hasky our favourite dog
ling always like to pose but wat bout me??
Me n dear wit our blade on..hee

Roller Blade

Ytd went east coast to blade again..hahah..enjoy it so much..2hrs jus isn't enough lo..but my leg was aching..haha..ling fall down cause we were trying to pinch each other butts..end up i chasing her trying to disturb din realise she was so gan cheong tt she lost balance after passing a hump..erm then was jus rite behind her..too late for me to change line as we were jus too near ler..so i jus fall on her..wahahahah..Dear jus blade too fast liao..make me nearly fall..u ah so naughty de leh..

My hamster jus died ytd morning..so when to parkway pet shop to see what can i get this time..hmm..saw a super cute rabbit at $189 althought it nt as cute as my old one..but have a urge to get one..hee..the dog is jus so cute..but not nw...hee

Sushi again..went to suki sushi for our lunch before blading..hmm..the food jus doesn't taste nice..waste money lol..only the sake sashimi taste nice...overall fail..

Oh ya not forgetting saw soul from superband @ parkway..hee..

There's a big screen for free movie opps esplanade..but it jus look funny for ppl all gathering over there & sit on the grass when there's sure haf antz de lo..gt a new short..haha..

At nite gather at 888 again..saw kc..reali very long nv saw him liao..he look mature ler..hao quarrel wit gf again..haiz..tt girl is simply jus a bitch lo..qiang always nv stop drinking martell or beer de..jus finish his martell session, came down find us order tigger beer again..i drink some too, to make easy to slp..dear is jus so tired next day morning still haf to wake up at 5plus??but still acc us till 1am..hmm..lun ah..time to settle down ler..although i might nt used to it..hahah

My whole body is aching today..arghh..so tired..jus wake up..wana go back sleep again lol..hehe

Oh i still gt 1/4 to half bottle of martell still in rush..don think haf the time to go drink leh..abit wasted..I miss the past..

Waiting for Food @ Kenny Roger
Yawn..I'm tired waiting for food..wana watch fire work
Here come's our food @ Kenny Roger
Welcome to my new member..Hmm..

I gt hundred over soft toys liao..I'm serious
Fire cracker

My new hair color "but it fade ler"
On my way to orchard XP

Total both of us spent $400 @ STORM

@MU during dear Bday
Present i got for dear (NICE?)

X..<

Today i feel so sad so sad..have the urge to tender..but ling, lian n elva say alot of thing tt make me stop feel tt way..sorry for not telling u all the true..but i dun think there's a point saying bout it..no changes will b done de..tt's life..

Morning i drop a tear, afternoon lian cry..oh gosh..

Anyway i said something which i shouldn't say at all rite from the start..how how how????i should bear the consequence..

Really hate this world more n more..mayb tt why the world is ending soon for human..

Had a super terrible nightmare..i had once b4 when i was in sec sch..was jus too scary till i can't even slp at all..tks to dear came all the way down jus to acc me slp even when he's with high fever, cause he knew tt without anyone acc i can't get to slp..while after he left..mom came acc me when i woke up in the middle of the nite..

I just to love..there's 2 guy i love the most..1 i have left him for freedom & wana learn to b independent as he dote me too much till i can't stand on own..another is the 1 rite beside me now..but if u were to compare which is more impt to me i can't tell..i really don have the ans for myself..really feel very sad..if i haven gif up tt time i were have get marry with him ler..we jus planned n done too many things..i knw i hurt him too much..i'm really sorry..i was very sad too..but i swear to myself before no matter what i do i will never regret..

Still thinking whether tonite sld go zouk anot leh..mayb it time to let myself relax & enjoy like what i used to be..but i feel like sleeping..yawn zzzzzzzzzz..

What is true love?

Is always what we say bout loving someone without any reason and love the person with whole hearted?but yet can after broke up not long and got someone else with doin the same thing with the previous partner with totally the same care & concern and mayb even the same sweet talk..can't ppl react differently with different ppl?it make me feel tt sometime when ppl told me hw much they love or what make me feel suck..really suck..i don't believe what i love u forever and no1 can replace u..bull shit..there's only committment in a relationship..love will fade away when time goes by..When think back bout hw much sweet talk & even who they hate but in the end still can be with the person..why so fake??Not tt i'm evil..is tt every human born wit a angel & evil heart..jus tt the evil usually come out more..as everyone just care for themselves more than anyone else..Whenever i see them i see erxin..

Anyway remember not to go Cineleisure there the hongkong resturant like a coffee shop to eat..poor service, lousy food and it ex..me n dear only order a plate of meat rice, 2 boiled egg, frence toast, barley and 1 ice water even charge me 40cents..but tt not the worse..they din even bother to gif me to ice water still dare to charge me..in the end spent total of $17plus over those shit..nia will nv ever go tt place to eat again..rather go on diet..

Just came back frm ktv again..hee..this time i went with lian, elva n shirlene..order mc donald in..hee..kaoz..sing so much..but still abit shy..cause nv sing infront of other ppl b4..unless ling, dear and qiang they all..hmm..but i still enjoy myself...

Feeling SAD

Still feel sad for quarrelling with dear.reali wish ytd can go blade wit him..cause of me he din go..

Had a super weird dream..dream of something which was jus so weird..but make me feel xinfu yet difficult to make the decision..I'm wondering did i reali make a wrong move??

Nv slp well lol..ytd reali haf a great tok wit dear..watched 'Ghost Game' @ 4.10am..walau..while on the way back home i fall asleep again..i nt on purposely de..

Sometime i jus wonder what i reali wan..

Super duper tired

This few days so many thing happen..

1. Rush down to marina to watch fire cracker..haf kenny roger for dinner..thot after the dinner can haf our romantic nite..shit..by the time we come out it jus ended..-_-"

2. Went for KTV again..hahah..crazy liao la..even make the VIP card..gee..think will go more often liao.

3. After work go noble resturant with manager & those MS ppl..so much fun..sing song again..manage to force the manager to sing song too..so cute..boss gif elva & me a ride to cine..dear was already there waiting for me ler..din knw he hurt his leg..had a little tiff wit him but lucky in the end everything was fine again.

4. Early in the morning when to bank & haf my new platinum capital card done.

5. Went to lavender there to get my passport photo update..but but duno y today they done service anything for passport..sian

6. After dear acc to here n there when to his for him to bath..while goin to go east coast park n meet up wit ling to roller blade we have a big quarrel..since so long we din quarrel until so jialat liao..then we both go our own way.

7. Took cab down..kind of ex cause it jam..waste money leh..had a great time blading..wana go blade every weekend..hee.

8. Went raffles sushi tei for dinner..brought alittle stuff for dear..and meet up with someone who long time nv saw ler.

9. Now at home..waiting for dear to come fetch me n go cine watch movie..i'm very tired liao..but wana talk thing out wit him while we goin for the movie..hee

Oh ya below r my wish list:

1. Gucci bag "dear will b getting it for me..hee"

2. Gucci card holder "had too much card liao"

3. A new adidas jacket

4. Nice Roller Blade "my old one abit too old ler"

5. Papillio Sandals

6. Vic Secret Moist

7. Levi's jean

8. Sling bag

9. More cloth

10. My driving licence

Eh i think there's alittle too much for my wish list..hee..argh i'm over spending..but honestly i really din buy thing ler..trust me..but dear n ling knw i'm saving liao..

Where did my brain gone?

Recently have being so so blur..wonder where's my brain??did any1 steal it?

Some incident on hw blur i'm..

1. Went check up with dear, on our way to pay bill. Dear asked my ATM leh..erm..I told him i left at home.

2. Rushing to CWP meet up with qiang they all..No more cash left..so after we reach cwp when it goin to b our turn, yap bring the wrong wallet out..so rush home n come out again.

3. Never will be able to concentrate what ppl talking bout or what i'm doin..will only reply when few days later then will mention.

4. Did a super big mistake in work today.

Walau i can't stand myself anymore..My friend say mayb due to stress..but dear always say i got stress de meh..only giving myself stress which i did not hor..

Last sat when cine watch 'TOKYO DRIFT' super nice lor..hee..dear brought me a eeyore and slipper

Ytd when orchard shopping with dear..he brought 6 top..while i only got 2 top 1 lacy hair band n a pouch.

Dear start his new job today..wonder how it goes..told him won't be meeting him everyday anymore..both of us need more slp..hee..meet too often isn't a good thing either..hee

Anyway i feel sick liao..goin to die soon..

Recently have been so happy yet tired

Mon nite remember the previous blog saying gona celebrate dear bday, yeah it a very successful one..have so much fun..dear kana sabo then what revenge on me huh??naughty leh..

Tue his actual bday..quarrel..hmm my fault..nt in very good mood leh..after tt then ok..when for sakae sushi after tt watch dragon tiger gate..indeed a very nice good..

Wed meet up with coco..she look really sad..hope she will stand up soon..waiting for u to be back like wat u used to be..

Thurs plan to go watch movie again but but but i wana watch channel 8 'ai qin ling du c'..but b4 tt when for sakae sushi wit ling, have a sakae sushi card done..and had galera ice-cream..see tt y i keep on getting fat..

Fri mum bring me, dear and my sis for dinner..after tt dear when home for bath..when orchard with dear, ling, qiang, hong, hao n hao coming to be gf to ktv..yawnnn..so tired..had a bad stomach ache too..lian n elva tender ler..so sad..sob sob

Sat when to JP 'Storm' for my scalp treatment total spent a $142 on nth much..but my scalp feel healty nw..haiz..dear gif me $100 i jus spent it on my hair..later goin orchard..hee..yeah yeah