Thinking for the whole night.. so many things went through my mind..

how much i wish i can give up but on the other hand i'm just so weak.. half hearted..

eve is half died.. all i want is concern from the heart.. who will ever know the concern is from the heart or just pure concern as they have no choice but to do so..

never ever marry a man whom you love him more than he love you.. end up the only one suffer is the women..

i seriously do hate relationship since 3yrs back.. it so sick and tiring as i knew that i have gave up the one who love me the most in this world (everyone knows' that).. but i still chose to trust and tried for 1 last time.. but will the outcome still be the same?

3 person you will met in this life:
1st the one who love you the most (found it)
2nd the one whom you love the most (no idea)
3rd the one you can spend your life with (no idea)

if you were lucky enough to meet 1 person who have the 3 of above..

I'm super unhappy right now..

so so regret buying that guess bag.. somemore i just buy only then i saw another bag @ agnes b that i fall in love at first sight.. cause all along i dun like that brand at all that i won't even bother to go take a look at their stuff..

but but this bag caught my attention while i was walking pass.. super cute lar can.. hmmm

haiz i'm a extremely spendthrift person.. ling was saying that the amount of money i spend is at least $100+ to $1000+ per item.. getting worse than before..

I miss my dear dear!!!! am always feel so blessed with him ard..

Friday - went orchard with ling ling for shopping spree.. didn't get anything much only a m)phosis slipper in discounted price & Fancl make up remover @ normal nett price.. know what!! we are so lucky that we manage to see CHAO GE in real.. and he was so near to us.. his voice sound so great..

amk to meet up with bf after that.. went chom pang for my dinner as i was really so hungry.. promise to go T3 with bf as our dinner/supper.. but the moment i reached home and alrdy so exhusted think must be due to the medication i'm on.. so sorry dear i know you wanted to go there so much all because of me.. we shall go there some other time keke? muackz..

this sandals do bite me. took this while waiting for bf to come fetch me to sch on thursday.
wearing his tie.
friday lunch on stanley treat. cleared 2 more dishes cause really no more place to put.
rehearsal for sat performance.

that's cao ge with his hand on his back.
he is just so near to us.
brought macaron for bf again.
make up removal from Fancl and the membership card i gt yrs ago but i lost the card, so here goes my new one.
the only discounted item i got from the GSS.

yummy nasi lemak.

Saturday - woke up by bf.. haa he always has his way of waking me up.. then mom came in after hearing the laughter and she was smiling all the way to force me out for our breakfast.. haahaa i always so lazy lar..

out for lunch at chom pang there.. was craving food for the food there..

then back to bf hse for him to prepare and out we go to town :D.. nth caught our attention that day except for the Burberry bag i saw @ $2500+ i nearly buy it as it was on a 50% discount.. arghhh it like so waste for not buying it.. but bf say it was a little too formal for me.. ya i think that way too.. so i give it a miss lo..

we both are so boliao that we went Kino to find books.. haaa i was so engross in 'Remember Me' by Sophia and bf was reading some war books again.. sometime went both ppl are in love no matter what they do they feel so 'xinfu'.. bf insist on buying the book i was reading for me and i secretly grab a new one from shelves for his.. haaa.. but both of us really hardly have time to read.. so better don't..

headed to bugis after that.. oh ya i wanted to get the DIOR eye cream.. but the SA look damn sickening attitude and we decided to go else where some other time to get it instead.. ate our favourie crepe.. my all time favourite since young.. :P

then headed for our steamboat before we are back for our crepe again.. played our favourite basketball game too.. scored 415 and 418.. pro right :D hee.. and most impt is bf got me a bee winnie the pooh from the machine.. yeah so lucky lar.. at first i insist not wanting it.. but bf look at my sad expression the moment we leave the place.. so we are back for it :P.. so so happy..

back bf home for him to wash up before going my hse to stay again.. dear mommy brought my my favourite 'ba gua' again.. this time round it come in pig shape.. look so cute..

was browsing through bf old pict.. and oops of cos there was him and his ex pict as well.. but haha i totally no feel leh.. cause my bf was used to be a guy who doesn't care much of gf de.. somemore he only got 2 pict with his gf and all were a group photo.. no private pict.. no special or sour heart for me :P.. simply make me treasure him more for the change he done for me :D

lalalalala.. this morning before bf went to work.. he told me that tonite he will be back to hug me before he go home.. hee

bf bak kut teh is nicer than mine :(

while waiting for bf to finish bathing.

finally found this crepe house again.

with my all time favourite.

on the way for our steamboat dinner.

dear busy eating again.

our score

even higher than before 8D

dear insist on eating green tea one.

wheee my newly added baobei 'greedy pooh'

both of them have become good friend.

bf give me his pict. hee

quite obviously which is him lar. Typical ah beng.

dear got his top student award during his sec sch time.

he look so charming in this pict.

Disappointed.. I'm naive enough to totally trust the magazine ad or review (not only 1 magazine but a few) on how good is Majolica Majorca mascara all about.. and i brought down almost all their product which i can see on the shelves which there is only eye shadow, mascara and eyeliner.. and i thought this brand might be something different from the rest..

And i'm so wrong.. all along i knew that those normal brand can't be as good as counter brand but i still chose to trust this and for this once i will never gonna get those stuff again.. DIOR mascara is still the best.. the outcome different is obvious lar..

All along i rather pay more to get something good but ppl always say i waste money lar this and that.. but this proven i'm right.. now i brought those worthless stuff back used once going to throw it all away.. it hurt my eyes and it make my lashes look so UGLY.. eyeliner was worse it make me look like some IDIOT.. eyeshadow still normal..

Totally a waste of money.. maybe some might like it.. but it a big NO NO for me..

Ling say i'm a habitual buyer.. lol!!!!

headed to cwp after seeing of doctor...

and i brought my new sandals.. hee for my sch use again.. lazy to walk such a distance in my heel.. need to let my leg rest awhile.. hahaha (excuse for myself to get new sandals) lalalala..

bf coming over later to feed me with my medicine.. another set of new medicine to complete again.. arghhhh..

friday shopping with ling ling.. lolololo.. so happy.. but definitely will need to swipe card 8X tmr class test but i have yet to start.. just so so lazy lol..

and i miss driving around...

the new set of medicine.
my new sandals.

had this during class the other day.

Know what?!?!?!?! Sickness just won't leave me.......

1st was fever and weakness

2nd was blood from my throat, ultimately bad sore throat and cough

3rd my right ear couldn't hear properly, i can't even hear how loud my volumn and my ear start to have instance sharp pain.. all this due to my bad flu that cause my ear to have infection..

All of all.. all start from the fever.. and all this happen in just 2 weeks time..

My body is getting more & more weak..

I want to go for Retail Therapy again.. It work just so perfectly well for me..

I'm so Enthu to the GSS!!!!!!!!

cough cough....

am blogging in the midst of the night.. which is actually going to be morning real soon.. sick, tiring and busy week indeed..

monday - sick MC

tuesday - work and study (bf fetch me home)

wednesday - morning see doctor again.. cause i'm not recover yet lar..

thursday - work and study again (bf fetch me home)

friday - damn TL with one of the manager that i shouted at him and nearly %#%$@ all come out.. ya and i wun be talking to him anyone.. i just make me lose my cool.. such a irresponsible manager.. NB NB NB

meet out with sherman at amk hub to celebrate his bday lar and passed him his present.. glad that he likes it.. somehow the feeling just isn't the same as before.. now he seem so shy with us.. night time i while i was doing my project.. bf was mugging with mich.. tks mich for always being such a great teacher.. hee..

the FOSSIL watch we got for sherman.
he look happy with his present.
our dinner. Yummy chocolate mug cake.

our lots of food.. hw are we going to finish it all..

saturday - a real busy day.. wake up watched youtube 'xin guang da dao 3' so nice.. then bf was busy downloading his program to do his assignment.. but we haven even started our assignment then it was alrdy 5pm..

so went his hse for him to prepared and out we go.. it shopping time.. but wasn't really intend to buy anything.. just some walk around without shopping with him in the street of orchard make me so happy and relax.. but i did brought something lar..

heee at first he wanted to get me the HARROD bag to put my notes blah blah blah.. as he always seen me carrying it on my hand until so uncomfortable.. but none of the design caught our attention.. oh well.. and we paid for the most exp parking fees for BIKE.. the KPO us went to TAKA and park our bike since most of the place is all PACKED.. didn't know that TAKA parking lot for bike is the same price as for car.. and so we are paying for the price of the car lar.. IDIOT can.. nvm.. we just need a parking space :D yup

and i brought a GUESS bag today.. haha finally i got myself a bag just for school usage.. which is quite good lar so my brandy can rest at home ler.. rather then squeezing with the scary ppl in the train and make my face black for pushing my bag ard.. haaa bf was saying this is so much more worth than buying the longchamp bag althought it a little more exp.

ya today intention was to get HTC Touch since HTC Touch Diamond might take quite a long time before it officially launch over here.. and we did found the cheapest one in town.. but but after thinking for sometime i decided not to get it.. since the function wasn't very good as well and i still can bear to leave my N95.. so i shall wait for a better phone then downgrading myself..

after shopping went bf sis place to collect the car.. she lent me her car.. cause tmr is my brother wedding.. i need to be 'ahmad' (pardon me..i seriously duno how it spell) as brother is lending his car to his friend as well.. so after which we headed back to orchard again to watch movie.. due to some incident bf nearly go beat someone up.. hmmm bad temper.. must control him again.. nah that's not the most impt.. the most impt is we watched "IRON MAN" wheeeeeeeeee it like finally we had chance to watch movie together lar..

wanted to go find a place sit down chit chat but mom was so anxious that she want me to be back home asap.. haiz.. so here i'm home but not yet sleep.. gtg ler.. else tmr i sure become panda cause i wun be able to have extra sleep.. it my brother wedding!!!!!!

dear look so happy

the tired me

my hana maki and his california blah blah....

too sick to finish all the noodles.

the standard must buy item

my new sch bag :P

bf nacho and my ice-cream. yum yum.

tea serving session.

the girl and the only guy.

it pict time before the dinner started.

family pict. Short of daddy.

biting him.

acting angry.

haahaa i tie his cute lil hair.

it their ROM day too.

ling always love to kiss me.

my bf is busy eating :P

we are acting the way of bin taking pict.

he look like a salesman.

busy removing the prawn shell for all of us. Poor him :D

taken with our grandma.

with wedding cake.

i love this pict.

playing a fool with my sis.

it dollar and carolin wedding.

seletar dam with bin and ling after i fetch bf home. It poker time.

i'm getting sleepy.

biting time.

bring eeyore mummy along.

monday - after dinner with qiang and hao. went to get breakfast for bf before returning the car.

while waiting for bf finish his shower.

this is real tasty from japan. bf give it to me while his friend give to him.