My fren bb girl..XP
Chen EnQi Angel (Nice Name)

Am I really very XinFu??

Hmm..recently haf been too busy working, the 1st time got so much OT..hee..But quite happy..at least can see the hard work I done..heehee..

Ytd was sick..terrible side headache hit me for the pass few days..Get giddy easily..And today nearly fall off the stair cause suddenly abit giddy ah..Lucky ong (a client) was there..

Recently our boss hk gif us a treat to ichiban again..actually this time we wanted to treat him de..cause lian gt a $80 ichiban voucher for completing her card..the lucky girl gt it frm spining where there's only this $80 column..In the end the whole meal costed $230plus..

Hmmm..next thurs there will b free ktv from our client 'ong'..dirty ong..hee..

Then fri a free meal again frm our boss..Poor boss..we owe him too much..mus gif him a best present for his bday..gona get him a surprise..hmm..will put his bday cake in the meeting room..then we jus act and tell him there's meeting & let him go in and SURPRISE..wahahah..

Mom told dad to get me a car..yah..my dad is good enough to pay half of the car for me..Althought i'm the car owner but but but..Thinking of putting my dad instead of mine..Reali tks dad..thot i nv tell u tks face to face..hee..Erm..finding those small car now..a few has being in my mind..But wonder which to get..But the only bad things..My dad insist on getting a new car for me..but I think he forgot i just got my licence leh..Hmm..no matter what next yr then buy..nw preparing to go oversea first..hee..

Tmr goin to a fair to ling..ya..surprise..mostly will be getting my air ticket tmr but we r flying off next yr leh..abit early ah..nvm..

Ling asked me to go her hse later to stay over..tmr gt damn lots of things for us to do..firstly go camp find sherman..then to the fair..after tt go town shopping and get some stuff..

Oh ya..Went to watch "Stay Alive"..A good movie..Worth watching..Recommended..

I reali love this dog to bits..
Could any1 tell me what kind of dog is this?
Big Cow Slipper which i can put my head in too

My New member (present from dear)

At least something make me feel HAPPY

Pass few days has being quarrel wit dear until very jialat..it seem so long since we last quarrel until so fierce ler..

So I jus go out wit my friend as usual and dun care bout him..while after 1 day of ignoring him..receive a sms frm him "Dear I'm sorry..Forgive me"..hmm..thot it his fault but i haf my punishment for him ler so decided to forgive him..ytd nite he rush dwn jus to met me and brought me a cow cow soft toy which i like it alot since i saw it last wk @ takashimaya..Was touch by what he do..

At nite b4 i fall asleep the conversation between me & him:

Him: Hw much do u love me?

Me: Like the baby pool..then how much do u love me also??

Him: Like the alentic ocean.

Me: Wow..Hmm..think i gif u something better..Like the thin layer of Water on the road when it rain..wahahahah

Him: Lidat enuff ler.

Me: U not angry?

Him: Nope..I nv expect too much things from you..as long as there's water I will be happy ler..

Me: *thinking* I feel so bless..

Finding someone who love u more than u love him is more than what xinfu is called..

Ytd dear bike break down..haiz..feel sad for him..But like the things i say always do come true..cause whenever dear not in good mood will always anyhow ride his bike which i say i think it goin to spoil soon..hmm..Since young my curse seem to come true wor..

But i reali dun wish tt..cause all those i say no1 will believe until it come true then they will trust what i say..hmm...

Anyway was thinking since i join this co. hw many free meal i haf..

1st : San Cong Liang Jian (HK boss)

2nd : Catering food (KAD)

3rd : Co. anniversary catering food again (Co.)

4th : KFC (KAD)

5th : Nobel house (Microsoft)

6th : Ichiban sushi (HK Boss)

7th : Crystal Jade (Ivan Director)
8th : BBQ @ Ivan place (MIS)

9th : Coming soon meal..not sure what goin to haf..But it a meal for me that i return back to my program ler..hee

And we have lots of snack & Mooncake..Wahahah..

See that's y i'm getting so fat now..hahah..

Wonder it a good or a bad things..hee

How I Wish I Was Never Exist

Wish I could just disappear rite now..thot i always smile but there's somethings behind it..Sometime i jus wish to disappear or mayb this world jus don exist..

Can't jus die rite nw..All the stress come with work, family n relationship..but those r the things that i can't let go too..If the world could end rite now..if i could jus let go everythings n leave rite now..

I am now missing the past..the future matter much to me..

Tear has being rolling dwn my cheek..but i doesn't know y i'm jus so sad for..

If i'm jus a dust will b be the best..so no1 will miss me or i will miss them..

??Happiness??

Where has my happiness gone to??I duno..did i reali make a wrong step 2yrs ago?Am i regret?Y always did my dream make me feel xinfu..

Life is so complicated so confuse..Sick and tired..So fan So sick So irritating..I jus simply hate it..

Suddenly feel a lost in interest in everything, everything..I wonder WHY am i lidat..

No reason..Really tired..Feel empty..

Lost of feeling..

Morning!!

Hmm..since i start to work in office, always wake up at 10plus..wonder isit i used to wake up early ler..last time i always nid to slp till 3 to 4pm then consider enuff slp..

So sian..when think of tmr need to go back wrk again..gt so much of work waiting for me to b done..

Recently had too much weird dream..sometimes it mk me feel so real so real..there's sad and happy..but i feel so much in happiness in my dream..I dream of alan..so weird quarrel wit him again..In this life time he seem to b someone who i always will quarrel wit..

Fri din manage to watch art of the devil 2..only left golden mile, balestier n pearl centre haf the show..think it ending soon..so seldom place haf ler..In the end, watched Hunted Apartment..A funny show..

Ytd when orchard..got my armani bag ler...yeah..& brought 2 missha new polish..hee..

Qiang promise me later goin watch art of the devil 2 together..thot he watch b4..hee..

Dear sori for nt waiting for u to watch together..cause i scare when u off day tt time the show already ended..

If dream wasn't just a dream.........

In office
Mong
Hong
Linz
Eby & Sheby
New Lacy Shoe
Oops my messy room

'v')Yeah Love 15 Sep'06 to bitz('v')

Got my driving licence today with a total of 6 points..heehee..But it my second try..wahahaha..I'm just so happy..No matter what wana blog up my happiness here..

Tonite goin cine to watch Art of the devil 2 with my dear..so so so happy..XP

Tmr shopping with dear..after tt at nite mayb goin MOS with friends..

pass few days fall sick..hmm..gona take some nap..hope will recover b4 tonite..so can enjoy my weekend outing..

Anyway recently has being too busy wit work..but will blog whenever i can..

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh

Work Work & Work

I'm so so unhappy with work..Whenever i reach co. there's surely something sad, angry or happy will happy..but today all is angry..anger haf rush in..arghh..i feel like throwing my tender letter to my boss..

Whenever I leave my work place I seem to be so happy without any trouble..Tks for those who r always being there for me..I feel so honoured..

Anyway this feel days have being raining till siao..jus now on my way back home..got all wet..causing the color I jus dyed few days ago has stain to 1 of my favourite top..what the………………………….

Coming our director is giving us a treat to Crystal Jade..gona purposely make his pocket to burn a hole..but I dun think it will..hee..

So tmr die die also cannot get sick..wahahah..

Missing dear ler..although only 1 day din see him feel like it being a long time..

No wonder every1 is saying we r super glue…

But but but…He stick me more than me sticking him..

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

My Baby DAIKIN

Victoria Secret
A present from lian
See ling like high liao @ zouk
Zouk Nite
Me getting abit high ler
In my cosy bed
Buffet..XP
Getting ready to go Zouk

Full of Hatezz

Hate:

1. Liar

2. Bitch/Slut

3. Who are fake

4. Pai Ma Pi

5. Proud

6. Erxin

And many more...

Feeling Weird/Stress?Scare?

Jus so much thing for me to do n think..

Had a damn bad dream..I fail my tp again..arghh..think i'm jus giving myself stress..normally can drive well but during tp i'm suck..if I fail again i duno what i wan to do again..

This mth super broke..Damn fucking broke..

At least everyday in working something funny will happen it was so funny..and i'm always the one who start those stupid thing..hahahah..

Fri went zouk again..this time I was super high jus alittle bit more to drunk..Qiang gone into fight again..kaoz..nearly being bend by zouk ler..

Ytd blading session again..wake up at 9am when i slp @ 4am..hmm..hang over still can blade sia..

Goin out again..duno where qiang they all wan me to go again..

So many pic i wana to post up but am so jus jus lazy lol..

LaLaLaLaLa!!!

Am Happy

1st: Got a pair of new shoe.

2nd: Goin to TW soon.

3rd: Being praise

4th: Free Sugar Roll from elva.

5th: Buying 1 more victoria secret.

6th: Getting a new digital cam.

7th: Goin CLUB again

8th: Dear simply a good dancer and singer..(love him to bits)

9th: Just so much so much things tt make me happy..erm..forgot the rest liao..hee

..::Seashell::..

Ytd was blading time again..this time had a super cold war with min..so angry n sad wit him..ppl happily pick seashell for him..he was so stone when i gif it to him..thot i was picking for myself..telling me he dun reali like seashell and haf no place to keep them as we were still blading..shit him..so i simply angry wit him, didn't wana tok to him till after we return the blade..asked him back for the seashell cos ling told me don force ppl to like wat i like..then i jus take back ler n throw it into the dustbin even thot min ask me y throw it away..ya..tis kind of attitude ppl sure angry rite..he jus took out his wallet n everything n go home himself..

So i jus find a good spot and jus stare @ the sea wit my cigeratte and ah ling..she told me tt when i picking the seashell, min keep telling her i look cute..she was thinking tis guy surely crazy over me liao..hmm..after hearing what ling say..feel better..

Sleep damn early..infact was planning to zouk last nite..but too angry n tired ler..dun feel like goin out after jus reached home..turn my hp all to silent mode..din knw min called till 3am in the morning..saw lotz of miss call and sms..when back slp will trying to ignore him..

Today then i knw last nite he came dwn my hse to find me @ 2am..cos he was worry sick of me..this is the first time i ignore him for so long..who ask u..ORBI..

Nvm min goin to pick the best seashell for me..this time my turn to tell him i dun like it..XP

Today driving suckz..too early ler..7am in the morning..like can fall asleep any moment while driving..

Previous day went shopping wit min..so happy..saw a digital camera..wana buy it..but dear ask me to look for more first..but i'm aiming for this liao..it sony latest digital cam @$699 i think it sony T10..eh...dear keep asking me to wait dun buy first..wonder isit tt he wan buy it for me neh..hehe..we shall see..but i can't wait ler..it so nice..pink color de wor..