Finally pass our First Aids Course ler 20 passes out of 26..Mon gona go back to wrk ler..

Ard 4.30pm we leave the places happily and go for our shopping..Shirley was wit us as she need to wait for her bf till ard 7.30pm..a really gentle girl..nice to knw her..

Walk all the way frm Orchard to Bugis..so much memory flash back..but it jus a memory..The moment we reached Bugis straight away go to the Cafe tt we always used to go..haha..so hot and tired..bugis always bring me lots and lots of memory, happy and sad..

Regarding of me saying i'm getting fat ler there's afew comment frm some of the friends which haven saw me for a long time..

1st) the toy shop guy last seen me at ard 2mths ago? say: hmmm..nw u slim back abit ler..compare to last time super slim but nw abit fat look better..and nw more mature ler nt like last time ard 1yr plus ago so lian..oops..okay..it the time which i dun wish to remember anymore XP

2nd) A girl who always change to so much so diff store to sell clothing..wow..she damn damn slim now..whom last time seem fat..cause there's some reason so she suddenly slim down..haiz..girl let the past go and happily look forward to the future knw tt it a shadow to u ler but jus jiayou k? say: wow..u look diff leh.. i jus ans yeah i knw fat liao mah rite?she jus smile wonder what happen to me..i say nth jus having a good life keep eating until die lol..she knw i anyhw say de..waahahahah.. a suddenly question pop out frm her..eh where's ur bf??change bf again ah??

Replying her..wakao no liao hor..nv change anymore ler..knwing last time i'm flirt but tt's the only time okie..

3rd) The cute guy a own a few shoe shops over there..looking at me for quite sometimes..he shouted from far 'EHHHHHHHHHHH' oops..i walk over so he wun nid to shout again..haha..he say i look diff ler..I say ya i knw FAT rite?hee..i knw lots of ppl will react quite big for seeing me suddenly fat..

haiz..ok enough of me getting fat ler..nonsense..hee..got another wrist belt ytd..eh..abit waste money la..got 3 of thsoe wrist belt ler..but always nv wear..aiyo go office i dun doll up..tt's why ppl say i'm slack..

Planning for last nite goin club wit rachel either to Momo or MU was cancel..cause i wasn't in the rite mood to go..So ling n me decide to go clark quey..last nite had a great chat wit her..was saying lots of things..we were thinking things was jus so weird in this world..Even if a very good friend everyone will be thinking if they lost 1 another, another one will had a hard time living without another one..but it nt the case..only will feel sad..but lives still goes on..

There's a friend of mine..motor accident until very jialat the gf died..the friend of mine was so sad at the funeral tears even running down the cheek..But nt long after he got himself another gf..was the hell..a person u love was being killed by u yet u can b so heartless..

I reali sick of everything ler..dun blame me to be heartless ler..when i'm still good will u treasure..Dun blame me for the changes..no matter hw we quarrel bout it either one wun wan to lost tt what our temper n mindset is...we jus doesn't suit tt why we end up lidat..

Last time i always wish i can die in the motor accident..so my soul will be back to see who will reali be sad for me..then i will be happy enough to leave this world..cause i knw even when they are sad only last for afews yrs only..but jus happy ler..but nt those sad a fews wks then forgot bout me..tt kind of person i sure hunt them..wahahahahaah..kidding..

When i decide to give up T10 due to some reason i dun wana buy it ler..but dear was pursuing me to get tt digi cam..eh i duno why but he wan me to continue to like it till next yr?eh..what was in his mind again?haha..Even thot when i fall in love with T10 since 3mth plus ago when i first saw at sony gallery when the advertisment isn't out yet but if i buy it slower than any1 ppl will still think i copy cat..eh..dun b childish leh..if reali wan something which other doesn't have de the u go oversea or special made de lo..

Honestly dun be childish..only childish ppl will say ppl r childish..take a mirror and look to urself and think..wonder have anyone told u this..or mayb u find this words familiar..but this is someone who taught me de..think about it..when u say others are childish pls think of whether r u the one too..i can't say i'm mature..cause i'm still young..but at least i grown up since 1yrs ago..ppl will only grown up only when there's something which let him or her seen through..

Although i know i'm not reali rich..but am content wit everything i have..happy is more impt than money..i dun nid money i jus need ppl to be real beside me..

Lots of friend was telling me to change my blog address in case of those ppl loves to see ler then keep saying those stupid comment..but will only change it in afews days time..Reali wan a clean break ler..good bye everyone..

I always nv say or do anything not because i'm coward or what..cause i dun wan life to be miserable and i'm anything with what whatever things it is..now why i'm angry cause there's a limit with everyone temper..I'm nt goin to b anything anymore cause ppl will jus take me for granted or etc............thot i wun mind of what..

I not as happy as what i seem to be..Whatever i do i jus wana make myself Happy..IS IT A WRONG TO BE HAPPY?

Sorry for the hurts i have done..but if u wan knw why..when out i say out the reason ler mayb u will find it afterall it nt a hurts anymore..but no matter what be happy okie..that's what i can say..knw u will do lots of things jus to make someone feel bad or sad..Jus all the best..Life is jus so funny..