Haiz so fan.. vexing over something.. Should I or Should I not??

If u were me will u willing to let go of something and waste a $200buck again??

I seem to have waste lots of money by giving up some stuff.. May call me stupid or what.. but.............

Been thinking thorough.. plan n plan.. which is the best way.. arghhh...

Just wan the best plan for myself.. being planning of my life for quite sometimes.. and was happy to hear feedback by ppl praising my thinking..

I'm always wasting money on stuff which i get it too rush without thinking.. so this time should I do it again and give up???