Tiring tiring tiring!!!

thanks for all the concern and care.. feel so blessed right now..

if this is all a dream, i really don't wish to wake up at all..

received the world sweetest message..

really appreciate so much that you have done for me, although i didn't mention anything but deep in my heart i'm smiling :)

gtg orh orh lor.. else later sure kanna nag nag again.. GOOD NIGHT!!!

The Happiest Weekend!!!

althought we did nothing much but the companion that is the most impt...

Friday (050808)
meet bobby after my lesson ended... and not long after he reached... it really nice having steamboat while chit chatting with someone comfortable...

a little vain

this is what happen after i finish my cracker :( accidently cut my gum

our yummy steamboat supper 8P

Saturday (060808)
really 'nuay' at home for the whole day... afternoon only went out for craypot rice and massage from those chinese store (zhong yi) then backie home again to watch "Art of the Devil 3" then night time to bishan coffee bean to look for 'lau de'... another gathering session again :) it nice chatting with funny lar... hahaha finally found my black tissue case from m)phosis since my white one is so dirty now... anyway my dream monster is here to look for me at 1am again -_-" zzzzzzzzzz

new tissue pouch from m)phosis as my white one is soooo dirty now

Sunday (070808)
amk to get my hair SPA and had Ramen @ Ramen Ten for our lunch... Proceed to Party World for our KTV session after which... hahaha today is a little tired and sleepy so didn't really sing well and much...

well... now i start to miss him already... (thanks for everything)

*ps: dear mich... thanks for the help and sorry for the trouble... must take good care of yourself while you are awhile to London for the 1 and a half months wor... meet up once you are backie :D

playing with the drinks

sushi side dish :D

our favourite la la ramen

in the KTV room

hair spa, my new love

I'm tight with words...

when i'm ready to post *after the long struggling, finally everything are over*

things start to have a good turn again.. in which i really don't know what i should do now.. to move on or stuck in this r/s till the day we both are clear of what we want for our future and yet no idea how to settle with the family thingy??

it is weird when the both of us start looking forward to a no marriage life in future but just only dating forever or maybe single carefree life..

in the most most complication situation.. but i decided to be as brave as ling..

afterall i still do love him and only him that i can indulge into his arm for warm..

and thanks vic, LM and bin for the encouraging.. most impt vic so sorry to make you worry last nite..

last but not least thanks for the smile you given me last nite :)

I'm getting depression.........

remember to get me for a check up the moment my action is getting more n more weird...

Where did I stop??

hmmm let me think....

anyway nth much happen this week... as usual attend sch, run away from lesson during break time and chilling out with friends...

he came to fetch me home at cwp while i was still slacking ard with hao... and home to catch some show before dozing zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

sat went out to chapter 2 to have our hair cut.. as i dun really have any idea which hair stylist is good over there so i just let them to pick for me while for him, he wanted to try someone new might be better... but end up mine was great and his hair stlye was so NORMAL!!!

anyway will continue to search for the best hair stylist as was kinda disappointed with Jolin... she can't cut what i really want anymore... those stylo milo type...

whole day non-stop eating of junk food... nicey and had my favourite pepper lunch *yummy* then he pull me up to 3rd floor AND>>>....... TADA!!! he got me my TEDDY... the one that i mention to him i wanted i think 2 weeks ago??? it was suppose to be a surprise from him.. but duno why end up he just pull me in the shop and buy it straight down for me...

BUT it was the only one left and it a little faulty... rushed to PS to get a new pieces while we catch a movie at the cathay 'forgetting sarah marshell'... it was really a nice, funny yet touching show...

wanted to get a sandals from Pazzion but they dun have the sizes i want anymore.. not in a other outlet as well.. so i leave down my name and they will give me a call as soon as the stock is there... yeah!!!

today went orchard to acc hao to get his moisturizer while get my mommy stuff and as well as SK eyes masks for myself... hohohoho...

had Venna buffet with the rest of the gang... then backie to orchard Marriot hotel to get mooncake before heading home...

so so sleepy now... tmr it will be another monday blue again... nighty night...

*Visual up

got him a new HP pouch

in love with my new hair style

this is what i want :)

nicey right?

while waiting for my food to come

our dessert (ben and jerry's) after our heavy dinner while waiting for our movie to start

teddy's 'heart cushion' and him is in same color strip

yum yum enjoying the little 3 scoop of ice-cream

super funny and yet heart warming show.. 4.5 popcorns out of 5

spray to hold my hair style

new member

teddy with his forever friend collection family from him :D

venna buffet..

eye mask for my poor tiring eyes..

Some picture updates take on Sunday(24/8/08) and Monday(25/8/08)...

sunday went town with buddy... watched a few movies recently that is '4bia', 'money no enough 2' & 'journey to the centre of the earth'..

monday was singapore flyer day... it like 1month after we got the ticket from his sis...

before shopping day
the most disgusting yet expense drink ever ($4.90 each)

so bored before the movie start

camwhoring time!!!

little friend

the Wall.E combo

loots of the day

ticket to singapore flyer

on our way there

although it not complete, but yet i still like this pict

and this too

the F1 racing track

nice view

standing on the chair in order to take this pict :D

oh gosh what am i doing??

i love the light but i look damn shag.. should have put on make up that day

piggy me

a weirdy rabbit

this can only be seen when you are on the flyer.. but it really nth much..

it look so fake

I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! I hate YOU!!! *9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999

this is how much I hate you, you and YOU............

I DON'T NEED:
Love
Care
Doting
Concern

I'm just all by MYSELF... Yes alone by MYSELF... and I just simply hate this world, hate myself...

I'm born with hatred...

Can't different when i'm really happy or not anymore... cause I always turn out to be so fake laughing happily even when i'm not... I'M JUST A FREAK!!!! NO doubt... Why WHy WHY???

everything is non of my business anymore... I don't know what I want anymore...

you are no longer you, so i'm no longer me as well...