Tonite is a EMO night for me..

so many emotion.. so many memory keep flashing back..

wanted to ask you, how are you?

so many of you.. i feel so guilty..

a nice song to match with the night i'm having right now.. and sorry tonight is not the correct timing to post up the photos that i have promise earlier on.. sorry everyone..

I promise i will be happier.. it what you always wish for.. and i will keep my promise as well..

Having a hardtime growing my hair long, and yet i give it up..

ain't so stupid of me.. what if i say i'm regret now?? my hair still won't be back..

how about having a hair extension?? arghhh NONO.. i love my own hair.. no fake hair on me..

but WHEN? when can i have back my old usual long long straight nice hair???

What to do!!!

'angel' the dog i love... and also the only dog i dare to hug with.. wanted to buy angel down from the owner, but the owner love it alot too.. *too bad*

wanted to get myself a dog.. but my mom doesn't allow, as i'm having sinus problem.. sob sob :(

It disappointing!!!

when someone wanted to woo you and yet he can't speak chinese at all.. too bad and too sad.. i suggest u learning hokkien..

hahaha it seem like no matter wat i still prefer "fierce" guy.. & also who can speak: chinese, english and hokkien well.. nah nah it so hard to be friend neverthless to say ahem wanted to...............

SHAG!!!!

can't believe today is friday.. my favourite period of time.. cause i'm having my off for the next two days.. usually i will plan what to do over the weekend..

but as for this week.. i really have no time for that.. i didn't even realise it friday.. lalalalala.. time flies.. reali a very busy week without stan.. my nice customer was so worry for me that i will break down for the heavy work load i'm currently having.. but yet my boss look so high of me telling them not to worry i can handle de.. just throw all the things to me can ler.. oei oei oei ben u better watch out ah.. I OT = You OT too..

just leave the co. not long ago.. today something happen.. as expected.. *not to disclose* ben went for war in afternoon and me having my own war with others too.. wahahahaha..

looking back.. never expect that i can handle so much stuff on my very very own.. without boss knowing i have finish almost all which i should have.. but am still very very busy due to those adhoc issue.. i'm always busy..

TADA.. i got caught this evening when i'm eating snake having KFC at the disc warehouse.. ivan our director walk pass and i even wave to him.. SHIT!!! he been asking me for the something over again since this afternoon, and even before he went off he still insist on wanting the answer.. hello pls be patient and wait for our procurement reply lah.. and you knw what he say?? whether which is our procurement weak or our vendor is just so useless.. and even ask me to tell them that they are weak.. isn't it bad for saying something lidat even when u have ur high up ranking but still have to respect others even thou their rank is smaller rite? haiz.. super pekchek and i called ben to compaint bout it.. i totally don't like that.. i just wan to be good with everyone.. don't make me a bad person.. anyway i'm not going to say that.. NO MATTER what.. NO WAY!!!

anyway it time hk sld change.. it seem like the whole co. start to hate him.. why can't he wake up his mind?? lucky i'm not under him anymore.. NO more longer.. i really pity those who suffer under him..

just DIY with my scalp treatment.. cooling cold, esp when i'm in my aircon room.. later on what to do neh?? hmmm tonite no event.. and so i shall come up something else.. something which i don't do for almost years.. which is.......................... "MASK" hahahaha.. doin my kose mask.. lalalala.. hopefully i wun fall alseep with the mask on..

please stay tune for my uploaded photo after my mask is done but compulsory i don't fall sleep.. heehee..

The very first day without stan..

Of cos will feel bad mood lah.. now i have to cover his work for him.. but ok lah when i'm not ard he also have to cover for me.. but 2weeks isn't it too long??

Should be having OT today.. anyway i just hack care and leave with ling.. went to have lil family dinner with her family member.. hahah kinda paiseh lah..

went to brought my skinny liao.. wheeeeeeeeeee.. got a new cutie pouch to store all my barang barang.. and got him a hp case as well..

Some saying i look younger with short hair, today whole day in co. everyone were saying i look more mature in this short hair & nicer, mom friend saying look more fierce last time more sweet.. OEI hello it my hair.. mind ur own business.. so what, it my hair okay.. please get this clear.. told my mom: auntie point of view is always so different from others.. *just dun wish to hear anything, cause i'm lazy to explain and i don't see there's a need for that* well i have been having short hair for quite some time, don't tell me they have never seen before..

anyway tmr will be my gym day.. lalalalalala... ling we must CHEONG AH!!!!

Yawn zzzzzzzzz I'm sooo sleepy...............

The day i got a very bad flu.. nose nearly tear off..
ah ben bday present from us.

The funniest day.. was so uncomfortable with the dress i'm wearing, rush home and change before heading to orchard with bf..

the recycle bag for the month.. and FINALLY found my favourite crepe.. the crepe which my mom always brought me to when i was young..

ah bf ducky duck coin bank and our lover pouch

the present i got for lian and the memo pad from her..




Friday nite was Ddl 'O' nite.. OT till 8pm.. rush home, prepare doll up and out we go.. waited for that stupid friend for so so long.. as he couldn't get any cab, took cab down to fetch him up.. and we got into a cab with a super funny plus crappy uncle.. really funny..


12am went out for supper after some drinking, i really have my great time laughing burst my stomach.. it was really a painful one.. back to club @ 1am.. the nite was a lil bored plus fun, only that got 6 group of ppl came over to know us and of us request to dance with us in the dance floor.. something happy and unhappy happen which i dun wish to mention it out.. lots of things happen.. kinda detest the crowd over there now..


I miss Chinablack..


while we were waiting..

finally i'm home..

am sleepy ler okay.. lucky i din go for 2nd round..

Saturday was damn tired.. slept @ 5am in the previous day.. but have promise to bring my sis to sakae sushi for our lunch.. so as a good sister i have to do it.. force to wake up @ 1pm.. a kinda busy day with my lil sis..

1)lunch @ sakae sushi

2) shop ard to get her some lil stuff to put on her phone

3) get back wat i sld get for bf

4) brought some daily usage back

5) nokia shop (realise the leather case reali do come wit the phone, but how come starhub din give neh?)

6) pay all my bill

7) brought the street directory back, and fabric paint to paint my shoe

8) arcade, pei my lil sis to play her game

9) munchy donut

10) pasar malam

at first thot that after lunch, pei her shop awhile can go back ler.. end up.. hahaha reach home alrdy near to 7pm.. just less than half day spend $100plus without buying anything much.. of cos that price exlcude paying my bills lah..

Sunday din sleep well again.. last nite youtube till 5am.. and today i got up at 10am... all because of... don't mention ler.. anyway rush to see someone *a very special someone* before i went for my hair cut appointment.. from 12.15pm till 3plus.. nearly 3hrs.. hahaha din do much just that hair cut and scalp treatment only.. but time flies mayb so long din see joline ler.. got lots of stuff to chat with her..

realise i got serious hair loss problem.. brought product cost nearly $200 just in order to save back my scalp.. so sad can.. my hair.. i used to have thick hair, but now my hair is getting lesser.. due to stress plus super lack of sleep as well..

brought eyebrown pencil, finish it again.. and then brought subway back home for my very first meal of the day.. reach home alrdy 5plus lo.. nearly faint..

at least on the way home lol

my latest hair product *heart ache*

cut short my hair again..

i think i still suit to short hair better

Does anyone how to cheer me up??

Currently i'm just too stress.. suddenly i'm so tired real tired.. the downess days of my life..

Can i just run away alone to other country and leave everything down here??

Tomorrow working.. NO is later in just 7hrs later.. oh gosh.. tired.. so many issue awaiting for me.. arghhh so many things which i wish to say out in order to vent my anger.. but due to the HIGHLY confidential working enviroment i'm at.. so i'm not allow to speak anything regard my job scope esp those in detail ones..

So now i'm goin to my dreamland and speak to whoever came into my dream..

Like i say higher rank = more stress & responsibility.

Mostly probably tmr heeeheee i will be goin clubbing IF i'm not tired till will fall asleep any moment..