There's only one result..no matter what it is i'm goin to face it bravely..

Somehow I'm confuse..jus liked am lost in a jungle but instead of finding a way out this time round i wish to sit down there..waiting for nth jus wish the someone will come and pick me up or i will jus continue to sit there and die eventually due to lack of food..

Tears always came to the corner of my eyes..but i'm forcing it not to come out..I jus dun wish to see ppl ard worrying for me..

Thing i hate most is to weeping alone @ nite in my room..with my baobei looking at hw terrible i look like while crying..but i can't control my tears from coming out..

I find i'm sort of inhuman..1 moment i can laugh happily infront of everyone else but the next moment when i'm alone my heart break down & start weeping again..it was so painful and i dun wish to have anyone to amendment it for me..this time i will amendment it myself..

I will be brave like i'm never used to be..Cause i'm not the oldself anymore..

Fuck it fuck it fuck it..............

I'm sick of YOU!!

Idiot shoutbox with problem..So cancel/deleted the old shoutbox and put in a new one..So feel free to tag ya..

Last nite when amk hub with him wanted to catch a movie aft the dinner but kinda late ler..sad

:(

But happy was he brought me a final fantasy XII game for me to play..he knew i'm bored playing those game i'm current have..

happy? sad? angry?
haha was a face sia
Having dinner @ Fish & Co.
soup of the day
our seafood platter for two..not enough wit jus 1 bowl of soup so we ordered another 1..

so full
dude acting handsome

hmmmm

so full that i nearly vomit

not forgetting our dessert..My best favourite dessert..

yummy..but my stomach reali cannot put in anymore food ler..So left wit 1/4 behind..While dear finish his..arghh sad..

Anyway mayb i'm not goin to blog my tw trip this time..due to lacking of space for my blog..mayb will blog it up aft i purchase more space for my blog ba..shall see hw again as i'm reali abit lazy to blog those 9days too..lazy la

MIA MIA MIA......

Back to my blog..recently was kind of busy la..everyday busy having OT..coming week think will be even more worse due to some change of system..hee..

That Se Bei Bei reali hor so cute..Called me to go for supper with him last nite..sorry ah cannot go..And yeah next fri will be goin bowling with almost mostly everyone in the co. and after bowling will be ktv session with ling, SBB and susu..Can't imagine how will it turn out to be..Pending...............

love to mms so much..hee..so took some of the boliao pict to sent one another in the co. oops..

cosy office like home
yawn
you thot i'm sleeping rite? Nia u are wrong.. I'm jus trying to be funny.
sent this to the stupid darren who stop me from forming a lollipop gang in the office with colleague hanging the little lollipop i get for them on the co. pass..
the poor flower..........................
is died. sob sob
humpf
ain't i living in heaven?

Pix taken the wk before i fly off.

I'm suppose to post up those pix on thurs nite..But I went to ling ah gong wake till so late and lagguage still haven pack yet hw am i goin to blog leh. So must be understanding la okie??

the letter elva left for hk. Seem like a resignation letter which is written by ah lian hand writting but hor overall it a farewell card from elva la.
the farewell gift we rec'd frm elva

her farewell card

ah kai wana act handsome again. Cannot stand him

ben chua is chatting AGAIN

from far can see little naughty mun coming our way
the farewell gift frm dawn

opening her gift

frm the expression can see tt she is v please with her gift

a music box

melody

group photo

pi shi ni

gambling at the wake. So bad rite. Haiz. But u see there's a 'ban lak' which 1 of them belong to me.

join california fittness today. So happy. Anyway lots of ppl asking for my souvenir and i reali miss out alot of them. So paiseh lor. Nw then i knw i was so close with so many of them in the co. how what sld i do die liao. Hope they wun angry wit me. Shall get more next time. No angry okie?

Last but nt least i pray and hope terence can rmb everything as soon as possible..Tks god u are nt angry wit me and at least u still rmb me abit. Please let u recover.

I'm BACK....

Really abit stone now..Duno where to start blogging bout my trip..and hor we took reali damn lots of photo..

How should i mention bout the trip..Fun or not? Yap it fun but sometime there's abit unhappy moment..But overall it VERY FUN..

Anyway it very cold over there..their tempreture will be liked 17, 18 and the most 21 degree which is the last few days.. the first few days will be 17 and 18 degree.. Know how cold we are walking on the street with only sandals, short and racer back with jacket? hmmm.. And we nearly fall sick..

Leg looking damn ugly now with those mosquitoes bite..

This morning i wake up still thot i'm in taiwan..but when i open my eyes and see nah i'm back at my room ler..

Will start blogging my trip once i finish packing my stuff..me and ling reali machiam like supplier lor..haha..

Hate my sinus. It cause me to wake up everynite to clear my nose if not i will sufficate without breathing lor..

Ytd went to see a doctor aft wrk.. Wanted to get the medi which i had finished but end up getting something more jialat.. Causing me to pay even more for it.. But it ex lor $42 jus for the little bottle of medi..

Brought a little hand towel for my taiwan trip from aussino..Wanted to get their towel for ah dear but hor the color that i want to get is out of stock.. so no choice la..

the previous nasal drop and some medi for my sinus.
NOW.. nasal spray.. This one is even more strong than the one i'm previously using..
But till now nth much effect..Haha anyway it take days..So i shall wait to see the result..

Mun pedicure from the pedicurist and mine which I DIY..

We brought some OPI nail color for online..And it reach our co. today..

OPI!!

the 8 finger wit diff color

Today din OT till very late cos dear came to fetch me out..Yipee..Acc him to cut hair n get some stuff for my trip..and somemore nw i realise i still left out something which i haven get yet..shall get it tmr if nt fri have to wake up earlier to go get it from CWP first before head off to airport..

went to this nice prate place

the menu

see my messy hair?

now this one u can see better.. all tks for the helmet got my hair so messy.

know what am i doin?

see my erxin 10 diff color on diff nail..Anyway i'm jus trying out the color and that's all..

our prata.. reali very full aft finishing those prata..

I MAKE UP MY MIND to get N95 instead of other hp ler.. Yeah, tks dear for helping me to make up my mind.. But only will get it change when my plan is due.. This Dec I can sign line again lor.. so happy.. I shall wait as i dun reali need tt hp now.. Jus wish to have it and that's all.. Wahahaha..Love at first sight N95..

Today did something sweet in the office.. I type out 10 letter for dear.. 1 of them will be a agenda with list of things for him to do.. the other 9 letter will be open 1 each every nite.. Sweet rite?? OMG i can't believe he sure very touch de lor.. Hahaha.. I'm jus a sweet girlfriend mah.. Dear dun cry after seeing those letter ah.. Muack..

Anyway I start to miss u alot ler.. Although tmr nite u coming over to stay n pei me.. But hor hmm duno leh.. I knw u sure feel what i feeling rite now.. Sorry dear next time wun go on trip for so long ler k.. The most 4 to 5days? hee.. K la i stop adding more salt ler if nt u will be even more sad.. Love you..