Wheeeeeeee i'm back!!!

first of all i wanna say a BIG CONGRAT to my love one... he got champion for his co. singing competition... after rounds of singing and selection, he got into the final and YES he did it...

should we say by fate?? due to some last mins issue at pan pacific there where they having their D&D he is unable to sing the song he wanted... and so he did a last min changes to the song that i always wanted him to sing on the day of his final competition... it andy lau 'lou ma qin ge' he got the voice of andy lau... wheeeeeeee so happy...

and my dear him doted me so much and he gave his trophy to me... to him it seem all fated to be singing the song i love and the song of our story...

he got a reward of $$, make over and a recording of the songs he want :) meow~~~
just feel so so happy for him la... hohoho... but the sad part is i got no chance to take pict with my dude, everyone is busy talking to him and take pict of him :( nvm i pict down the handsome him on my mind liao :D

anyway we headed down to st james straight after his D&D to call for a celebration... 2 bottle of hennessy lalala... all was so fun drinking, dancing and hopping from power house, boiler room to dragonfly till 5+am until the moment we saw this "sick" guy at dragonfly TMD de erxin la...

my dear campmate cum ** **... was getting bad smacking from me and yet he can still be so thick OMG!!!!

let's not talk more abt the sick stuff...

I miss ah zhi, vic vic, ah mun, ah ling, ah bin and stanley...

it time for picts!!!

after sending me to work, he went home to do his stuff and brought my craving breakfast for me all the way back to my work place... loving my starlight delivery

went Ikea shop ard after checkup at SGH, as usual our favourite food at Ikea that lead us there and my nice sis carrying my bag for me after i got my blood test... hand no energy ah...

my loots
the 1st christmas present i brought, guess who it is for?? hahaha ans will be announce this wed :) brought sun tan oil for my dear bf... he love to get a perfect tan like what i always love to do... and since he has being swimming so frequent why not...

1 of the shopping day at town with bf...

the loots he got for me... my harley top, charm and my cutie extra blanket... i'm afraid of cold....

TADA!!! on this particular day he surprise me with this... appreciate his xinyi for knowing i love christmas and anything with a christmas hat/feeling... till now i'm still not allow to open the pretty card from him... *proutz* only allow to do so on the day of Christmas...

my christmas monk monk :D

3 ladies to night safari!!!!!!

in the ladies while waiting for our mommy...

ice-cream treat from ben and jerry

the happy them

and me

it 11+pm and we are still enjoying our trip

took this on the tram :P

some of the christmas gift that me and vic went to shop for... nice shopping trip with vic vic :D my new found lovely friend...

the soup @ pasta from wakaru... seriously the food taste much better...

our yummy dinner... my little treat for him...

this is very TASTY

the satisfy him

notice we worn the couple tee!!!

we love harley davidson...

my love got me the pretty snow flake to deco my room... yeah... and new pretty ear ring that is quite costy cause i never worn it liao... hohohoho

introducing to you my naughty little enzo aka enen (this is what i love to call him)

adorable, handsome boy pict took when he is yet to be 2mths old...

funny, heart warming show... really worth watching it...

popcorn rating: 4/5

Agnes B baby for my darling sis on her bday... anyway glad that she love what i got for her...

his loots... all i chose one :D so happy he brought and love the item i chose for him esp the Pedro shoe...

part of the blue black after the scan was done... till date the blue black is still there dissolving slowly day by day... and it being nearly 2weeks... omg my friend still thought i got bully by some body which is really unlikely oops 8X

he brought me for steamboat feast after the scan... as usual he is removing the prawn shell for me...

he brought me those just to coax me after the painful scary scan... we love the paw paw a lot... *it a secret story of the paw between both of us :D*

expensive tibits for me, bf and colleagues... 50 small candle canes cost $9.90... but it worth it cause all of them direct import from oversea, is either Japan or blah blah blah...

the christmas present i brought for him...

pretty gingerbread girl and boy for my ah zhi and bf...

1 of the friday we did up this christmas tree in office before i start to go on my 5days leave... ding ding dang, ding ding dang... christmas coming liao...

my free pedicure... hohoho... so enjoy while i studying for my exam...

he is so engross...

the night time of ECP is so pretty... dear bf is enjoying roller blading for the whole of 3hrs...

our dinner at sushi tei...

my salmon sushi bowl of rice... by right i told him i'm not hungry because of all the junk/finger food i put in my tummy from carl's junior... he always love me to eat non-stop...

see!!! even his own food also can't stop feeding me lol...

still choosing more food to eat even after his bowl of noodles...

hahaha... clever enough to hide from someone secretly taking pict of me...

this dessert really doesn't taste as good as i expect... but he like it...

this is so cute from AMK Hub BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after putting in the coins and turn... then realise ARGHHHH nothing comes out... because it EMPTY inside... CHEATER!!!!!!!!!!! $2 return me...

GOOD>>>> a MUST watch movie... unless you are someone that doesn't like to watch any action pac show...

it always makes me have the urge to go and learn martial art... love it man!!! zhen zhi dang is my new idol... hahaha

popcorn rating: 5/5

watched on last thursday to relax before having my last paper on friday...

my BIG BIG meow meow figuring from me... but cash from bf... he wanted me to buy it so he pass me his cash and wanted me to buy it on my own for my own luck...

this is directly import from Japan... love it!!!

brought this from bf dental there... challenging who will get the whiter tooth in shorter time :D *blink*

my dude... love him... he worn the christmas hat that he always wanted to have... hahaha brought down 2 for both of us...

he is happy with his trophy

this is so pretty and it now with me at my hse :)

the Champion

hee... he look so cute in this pict... and all the things he told me the night after we are back from st james it really touch my heart...

with our cute christmas hat on...

my favourite pict

me with his trophy

the table is so empty... and we are hungry liao...

stop acting cute

our standard craving of seafood platter for two...

and our hot fudge chocolate cake

the pretty 519 skinny jean i help dear bf to chose... and of cos he always love the things i chose for him...

another christmas gift... hahaha... who is the lucky person neh...

today i put enen on this pram... so kawaii neh...

i'm another helper in looking after him wor...

hahaha what a cute photo in this... mommy say i look like a mom when i was carrying and look after him...

happy enen...

walking here and there just to coax him...

Went SGH for my CT scan yesterday…

Did I mention previously was rejected for the scan because of ****** Blah blah blah they were just afraid of ******** but cannot blame them because of the high radiation which is very harmful and so 2 weeks later I’m back…

Anyway regarding the procedure of the scan I think it really scary… totally no idea about it at all thought it nothing much until I went in -_-“ (cold sweat)

Feasting for 4hrs and drink so much water even when I went in… stuff liquid into the **** ahem… and this super super long needle into my hand :( anyway usually people will be plucking in on their fist there but mine on my arm there… special benefit neh wahahahaha…

Due to my tiny miniature vein the water and medicine when were in the midst of inserting into the blood vessel the pressure is a bit too big… the nice doctor give me his hand to squeeze… throughout the whole scan I keep laughing with the nurse, you know laughing will make you feel better when a person is very tense up…

When I’m came out of the room dear got a shock to see the big and long needle on my hand with quite a lot of blood… hohoho… as usual I get special special treatment by him again… hohoho, heng he insist on coming with me…

after the needle being pull out my hand was so swollen and blue black with red red blood vein all comeing out (naughty little girl becoming kelian little girl)... not wanting to move my that poor hand at all... everything was done by him... lalalala

He bring me to shop around making me feel better before we head off for our later dinner cum supper steamboat feast… yum yum

I'm so so happy... i'm a happy bitch!!! oops 8X

don't tell you why i'm happy, just in case someone might curse me because of jealousy...

anyway as usual i'm busy with work, school, shopping, pedicure/manicure and of cos doing xmas gifts... wheeeeeeeeeee... and also was so busy at doing shopping with dear... heehee...

promise will be back with the little pict i have on hand... was so busy that i hardly have time to take picture... meow~~~~

I want I want, I want ALL of them!!!!!!

so so tempted... 'mai xu dang xu sai' concentrate on what i should do right now...

Jia you Jia you Jia Jia you!!

wanted to blog so much and upload my photos but i'm so lazy you see... hee...

Decided to post something EMO today, please don't ask me any question! Thank you so much.

as a happy go lucky aka self centered person overlook a lot of things... to friend i might be good or bad...

but i'm definitely a BAD LOVER!!!

base on my past and current r/s, i'm so sure of myself that it seem like i'm only loving myself and always never consider the feeling of my other half... it make's them suffering in silence just not to hurt my feeling...

how lousy a person like me can be?

1) selfish
2) ignorance
3) self-centered
4) eyes on top of my head
5) not concerning
6) no ear but lots of mouth
7) controlling
8) creating lots of sin and love ones clearing the shit i left behind
9) only think of people letting me down

basically i'm not worthy to anyone... YES no one at all...

how much i hope i can change, which i thought i did change for better after having ULTRA bad temper in my past r/s and causes him to suffer a lot hoping will be a good gf for the next one...

yes i change away my hot temper but i pull in new BAD habits in...

how much apologies i wanted to say but action speak louder than words... WHAT IF i still cannot change... i don't think i will be in any r/s anymore, doesn't wish to bring disaster to them... (but a lousy person like me will only think of myself, isn't it)

thanks everyone for everything... all the love, pampering, and stuff for a ill-brat like me...

need self soul searching

Yeah went night safari with my mom and sister today...

lalala and i drive there :) heehee... but i prefer dears' sis car better oops 8X

anyway it a fun outing with mom and sis although my headache is killing me...

gtg rest more now... will post up the little pict we took today... all memorise are in my mind as the place is too dark for picture and NO FLASH FLASH is allow...

tmr it time to go SGH again... oh ya i never mention that i went for my check up on last monday too... and tmr was the scanning test... *praying hard nothing goes wrong, keeping finger cross* please people don't curse me ah...

little enzo can really brighten up my day esp when i'm feeling so down today... muackz

just some updates of what i did over the weeks... only the days where something special did happen :)

20 Nov'08
my starlight delivery came in the morning after fetching me to work for my surprise breakfast craving from kFC :D yummy yummy...

21 Nov'08
town shopping with him... at first was a great day not to the ending part of the night...

22 Nov'08
went chong pang for dinner with buddy and to cwp to catch a midnight show 'Wild Girl'

24 Nov'08
sis acc me to SGH for my checkup then after waiting for me for so longgggggggg we finally head down to IKEA for yummy dinner and shop around... but we went back empty handed... nth caught our attention...

25 Nov'08
he bring me for supper after my lesson end... too hungry ah... a hungry woman is a sad woman...

28 Nov'08
orchard with vic vic to get our xmas gift for colleague and some close friends... it fun shopping with my dear vic vic... wed then i pei you down again to get that item alright??

then meet up with him at amk for supper again before going down to his friends' dad wake... his friend seem so so unlike him and the more he love the joke the more we can see he is sad...

got my surprise from him that night... although it might not be something exp but it something that i appreciate and love it... thanks

29 Nov'08
went town again after lesson... the worse shopping day i had with him that make me go so totally disappointed with him...