Crying day......


early in the morning heard some bad news, very angry but till the things is confirm by our manager..really cannot take it..knowing our boss also scare we are sad or no morale in working anymore..haiz jus dun feel like mention the things..


reali feel sad and cried lian, elva, dawn n mun keep coaxing me nt to cry end up mun cry too..aft end of the day when i met up with lian she also cry..haiz..no1 will reali knw hw we r feeling rite now..reali very confuse..cancel all the program even this afternoon shall go cwp celebrate bday with audrey 1 of the manager but no mood to go so we din go at all..and tmr chalet bbq also cancelled okay sorry but reali no mood..


Haiz there's a question in my heart but duno when will i ever have the real ans..knw lian also very fan bout it..

trash thing out with boss today for 3hrs but haven finish talking realise it already 8pm ler..gtg cos mun n dawn meeting their boi..


mos burger our usual hang out for dinner and talk bout the whole thing..but seem like we still dun have the ans..

My messy desk.

Jus wana leave a memory of it!

The drink area. care bear being bully by me.
the milk radio for everyone to hear.
and air purified for better air on the right red box

my phone. notes. my facial stuff.

file and com. did u realise there's sticker on my keyboard.

lots of junk and document.

Our co. ppl love sony ericsson.

Amy bday.

Our team photo.

Ppl who i will always remember in my heart.

p.s : pls dun misunderstand we are not being sack. is jus some stuff which we cannot mention out!!!

Moringo & Moriji

Me & Elva hp.

All I Want Is Just To Be Happy!!!

Sometime my heart is seem to be telling me something.
Something which no1 will ever know, not even me.
Cos the heart will also hide things from me too.
But i can jus sense it.

If 1 day i ever leave this world.
Please remember my smile face.
Tt's all I want.
tt's what everyone love to see n remember too.

Okay i trying to use this in order to numb myself by feeling damn confuse.

Althought it sweet but it hot too with 25% of alcohol oops.

Loy Kee chicken rice.
$13++ for 1 set of meal plus addition 1 cup of drink.
It consider ex. i rather eat something else. Not worth it!

Okay come to the sad part my new blade color.

Look down for more pict

Hmm kind of miss the blue one!!

Tada the grey one.

I know ppl will say the blue one look nicer i admit the blue one reali look nicer in pict..but hor it weird when u look at both of them in real blade instead of pict the grey one outstand more..I'm confuse i start i prefer the blue one when i look at the pict..What Should I Do??goin to cry my heart our tonite cause i'm always so San Xin Liang Yi de..I hate myself..Sob Sob X...<

Today duno am i lucky or what...guess what the blade shop boss called me telling me tt he manage to find the silver color with me size de ler..OMG i can't believe it..ok i'm goin down to get it change even thot i raining rite now. I dun care anymore gona take cab down ler. wahahahahaha. rec'd a email from boss a compliment email but duno whether to get happy or stress..

The watch mom changed.

Wednesday is a very happy day for me..he bring me to go get my blade..yesh yesh yesh..wahahahaha..jus so happy..din knw woodlands jus open a new blade shop selling those good blade until ling told me so..anyway i got the blue one even thot i like the silver one more..jus so fan infact i like all the color there's silver, blue and red..okay dear say blue is the ugliest among all but hor it still look nice i dun suit red althought it look more style..and for silver dun have my size ler X..< reali very sad..i was asking can i have all the color??heehee

Rush to cwp to get mom bday cakes and reached home ard 10plus mom calling to say pizza already cold ler ah..hmm..

aft the little celebration for her when dwn to carpark wit dear to wash his bike

Mom look so happy.

Happy Bday Mummy.
Make a wish!!

Wahahahaha my K2

Original $512 now having discount cost $299.

worth it.

My k2 blade = my baobei

Tuesday so happy met up with merine..glad to see her again..reali miss the fun i had with her when we always like to call each other ext and the person to call another will ask 'you find me ah?' hahahaha..reali miss her so much..weekend might be goin her hse to have a girl nite with her..

And finally get to watch death note 2..hmm abit diff from the comic but still think it nice..okay aft reading for 1yr plus i haven finish my comic yet..OMG..

Monday aft wrk rush to orchard to get mum her present..

jus anyhw get her a watch with the receipt so she can get it changed as i reali duno her taste tt well XP

Pass it to her straight when i reach home so she can go back anytime she like to get it changed..he give mum present too :D very early hor..

Present present

??Guess??

Butterfly and crystal from swaroski (sorry for spelling error)

Sunday really go back to work..tired zzzzzzzzzzzzz..din knw tt 964 dun operate on sunday..omg end up took cab in and what i nv take the receipt so can't claim for the cab fare -_-"

aft wrk pei lian went crystal jade for dinner and home to slp zzzzzzzz

Today got up @ 9.30am prepare and go zoo..hmm it was like years since i last went there..ppl were shock tt i go there as due to my pattern..eh ok what, what's wrong with my pattern huh?

Sorry i got him scare cos i simply forgot to turn off my flash light.

end up this small monkey when back in to hide.

dear with the parrot!

Dear saw his campmate..not 1 but 2 lor..singapore reali too small ler..then dear was like telling me no ppl will believe he go zoo de lor..wahahaha end up what he is more excited than me XP

There white tiger behind us!!

I like white tiger so does dear too. but hor he hate my white tiger soft toy alot!

It meal time for kangaroo!

dear
me
the elephant bone
while waiting for the elephant show to start!
dear say the way i smile look fake so no choice but to smile it wide this time!

the trainer is feeding the elephant with some papaya!

say good bye to the cutie elephant. it a reali nice show too!

duno what's tt called but hor i call them prata and dear keep reminding me it blah blah blah

but i will still call it prata. wahaha it cost $15 for jus 3 prata and some piece of

weird chicken

ok animal show time. It little thing is jus so cute!

saw wendy the moment the show is over..and the first thing she saw me is asking eh u also will come this kind of place de ah..*pinch her hard* of cos la..

my target is to walk till hungry then go to the children play world to have KFC for lunch end up leh cos of the prata can't digest in such a short time so din manage to have kFC -_-

I love this pict alot!!

everything come to the end of the zoo adventure..can't get my souvenir sad..cos they dun have the size 8 of the polar bear and i din wan the size 12 i think it too big ler..no more space for soft toy in my room..

good bye zoo!!!

Rush to orchard to get my bottom of m)phosis which mom force me to go and get one as she have the same thing too..knw what she always like me to buy the things she have brought and she think is nice..okay anyway if sponser by her i dun mind having FOC clothing..and it nice too m)phosis dun sell ugly cloths too XP..

At the end i got more than what i'm suppose to get lor..saw copper at orchard too so glad and happy to see her..free mus come out and gather liao..

things i got from orchard!!

dress from my ah dear dear

the bottom from mom

adidas bag from dear again. thot it look boy boy but i like it alot XP

the jacket i brought for dear. dun ask me why i buy jacket for him again

It a Secret!!

the back of the jacket. a jacket which look nicer when it is weared on

my favourite biscult and xiao mai cao to put in office

it good for my health

bird nest tt dear brought for my mom bday

u all surely thot this is something dear got for me again rite?

guess what is in there

ta da dear brought this for her mom bday present

our dinner and my cray fish ramen.

Wanted to go haagen daz for our dessert and watch death note 2..but hor the movie timing is nt good so i'm disappointed okay..dear was saying next wk then go watch if nt he buy vcd for me..and what go to haagen daz the shop is closed ler..omg omg..this time is dear turn knowing he surely feeling damn disappointed..

Anyway tmr might need to go back office for OT again..but hor kind of tired so i still thinking sld i go back ant..so fan!!!!

Fri took cab dwn to orchard with jiani cos her car is send for service..as usual jam again making us late for our make up couse..hmm get to learn abit of the things cos all of it i have learn from my previous work place ler but my target is jus for the cert.. Brought myself a electronic eyebrow shaver..it reali damn good, love it!! aft the course ended it already very late ler wana go get something but the shop all closed ler, so end up pei her for dinner then go back amk to meet up with dear..

Went to amk for our crab crab..okay nt as nice as the first time i ate it..mayb cos i'm nt feeling tt well ba..our program is crab feast then go cine for our movie before headed back to my hm..but hor i jus too tired ler so i told him i wana go back ler..

rush home to watch tv XP we brought some alocohol too..yeah yeah..

Thurs OT again zzzzzzzzzzz..

Wed back to work everyone was like totally no mood due to the long weekend..okay i kept my promise to treat them to KTV..hope they reali enjoy themselves..

No choice but to scrab my body!

Tweety from zoo our co. engineer. he jus love to call me tweety bird

pig from ong. our client!

force to take this shot by mun. anyway they realise it making me malu sia!

Ok finally i'm out with ling on tuesday aft hiding home during the long holiday..so we decided to go slack awhile then go back rest again, heard ling say the amk new shopping centre think open ler and we jus go n check it out but it our disappointment only a few shop open nia.. and we say ling bro the moment reach there and the next moment we saw our co. ppl..omg world i jus damn small lor..

so the lazy us took cab down to bishan..saw another bigger size of moringo tt i currently having hahaha brought it down cos jus wana make it a full collection..

Moringo baby!

Proceed on to haagen daz for our little ice-cream session..jus love to sit down relax and have a nice chat with ppl who i can click on with..esp ling wor!!

Received a mms from sherman he is kind of boliao sent me something stupid, u can look at the image below..so me n ling kind of thinking to sabo back to him..took some pict when we are doing our business..

I sent him this telling him princess is shitting. Enjoy!

Boliao of him!

Feeling died. no much feeling jus like i'm died. din ate anything for whole day but not feeling hungry at all..

the most unhappy new year count down i ever have..quarrel with him again okay we can't solve tt prob for many days ler think it time i sld give him up or either give ourselves a break..

last nite when ling hse countdown oops..nice friend of her came over to fetch me to her hse and this morning sent me back..

anyway i'm crazy over a new show ler 'Hana Kimi' oh gosh damn funny..really can make me smile when i'm unhappy

this morning have being sleeping and lying on my bed till now then i got up feeling giddy. Am i died?

Wishing you all a happy new year in 2007!!!

P.s: Hope in the new yr i will be happier. I jus wana to be alone for the time being.