What am I really think about

Really suspect my feeling..what do i want..do i make the right move in the first place??sometimes i feel tt it did the right decision but there's time i still feel sad n even miss..till now i still can't really get the ans..been thinking for so long..mayb it a memory for me but not miss or even mayb i'm jus too used to it..I duno..time will tell me the ans.....

Since graduate too much too much things have happen..it make me grow up too..And also i met my dear..

Anyway i'm being CONFIRM..wahaha..and also..........heehee

GOSH

Silly dear dear left his key on bike again..oh he really a forgetful one..but lucky there's this kind guy whom took the key n left a note with his contact for us..Heng heng heng dear give me the original key if not today he can prepare to slp at cwp to wait for the guy to come n return the key..hahahahah

Own drawn tattoo??hee

DIY nail Art



Wheeeeee...so happy..really being so happy..dear owe the greatest credit..hee..just finish my 1st bike lesson, guess what dear was my instructor..haha..hmm abit not stable..give was given a shock by me as i was goin to change the gear back to neuture i lose my balancing n fall..oops..hee..when to try out the waffle ice-cream which is strongly recommand by elva..hmm tks it really taste good..






Dear enoying his waffle ice-cream


Been so so so so busy recently till hw the time has past during work i also duno..can't even finish my stuff even with OT..office is like part of my house..feel so warm over there..haha..me, elva n lian had our maggie mee with egg for our OT *delicious* happy to have both of them to acc me chat n encouragement..and tks lian for talking to hk bout................hee..anyway my boss fishes is so cute..everyday will try to be naughty n fed it with lots of food...oops..unless lian fed liao if nt fishes will die and try to scare the fishes by using soft toy to appear suddenly infront..wahahahha..

I'm just too enjoying my life..love my mum hate my dad..he's bad attitude with weird character..simply hate him to the core..he always spoil my mood when i'm so happy..btw i have my own plan..moving out in afew yrs time with our own little hse with ****..hee..yeah yeah...MUACKz

Illusion Illusion..I'm start having Illusion..Isit due to the stress i have in work??i jus hate our customer for keep having new request & mistake given making the masterplan so wrong so wrong..I'm jus too too tired..but i still love my job..cause it challenging only sometime will say wana resign this kind of word..

Dear having been in our co. for 1wk plus for being a temp staff..everything seem goes fine for him..and our relationship is so much stronger then usual..i'm so happy..Only knw so ppl r so curious of my bf..OMG..anyway there's another things tt make me happy..will write it out once it come true..wana it to be a Shen Mi Gan rite nw..haha

There's few new pic gona upload in here soon..Pic which is taken in the past 2 weeks

LOST

I really wonder do i really have a family??or am i jus a orphan??I don noe..really getting super confuse n tired..super duper tired n stress..sometime i jus wana give up this world..but............If i did that i will hurt or even make someone super sad n miserable..I'm lost..Don even noe what to do..Maybe moving out soon..lucky dear is there to encourage me n willing to move out with me..thank you dear for being there to cheer me up..

ReAlly been too busy recently not much time for myself and too much things have happen..many happy and unhappy thing..but am too lazy to write it out..thing jus keep everything to myself ba..

I lost totally lost my feeling liao..

Tiring Tiring Tiring..

Ytd was a bad day for me..no matter what i do & say all will be wrong..1st being totally insult by 4 eye guy..argh..I say my piece but jus tt u dun understand what..hmm but lata at nite was something sweet for me..dearie haf been there to tolerate me n make me happy..thank you..

Yeah..got myself a new hp..dear chip in some $$ in it too..hmm brought it together with my best friend sherry 'samsung D510' though it not those 3G & user friendly phone tt i haf being using but i jus like this one..it so class..but i'm still keep my 3G phone for display..hee...anyway..yawn..very tired nothing better to do now..waiting for dearie to come n meet me..Love ya

Feel So Confuse, I do really don't understand him well..it make him feel so hurt n sad..I really wonder why he can understand me so much n yet i can't..I'm like in a maze now..I need to go and think..

So sad..I miss u so much..Even though today we only meet for awhile for jus 4hrs but i'm already very happy..haix yest slp too late if nt today can meet more early..hee..when to AMK eat craypot rice but can't find our big big ice kachan..sob sob..after tt dear suddenly say wana go lower pierre 1 of our favourite spot..had a great chat over there..and sorry dear for being too demanding, neglect ur feeling and misunderstand u..Haix..miss u so much so much who ask u go back camp do guard..but nvm..knw u will meet me once u bookout..promise i will consider bout how u feel b4 i do anything..

So boring saturaday night no outing jus reach home..hmm..being too used to hang out during midnight till morning..so today will be a super bored day..haiz..driving haf cause me too much $$ i'm goin to be broke soon..and dear dear goin to change bike ler but no matter what he do i'm goin to support him..

Our boss is not here for a week ler..kinda weird without his nagging..hee..heard he got into car accident..wonder is he ok ler mah..but once he is back the nagging start again..OMG..

Thinking of goin MU lata..but oso feel like staying home n chat chat with silly dear..argh..so Fan..

Outside MU


In MU Ladies


Me, Copper & Sapphier




faint*..Sometime i jus feel so sick n tired living in this world..is world is full of fake ppl..But being too real isn't that good too will be bully or ppl will jus simply hate u for being "TOO" honest..

SUNDAY

When out to watch HOSTEL..Omg such a nice & erxin show but i love the ending..after that when to Music Underground with Copper, Rachel, Cythia, Kelun, William etc....had so much fun..drink abit too much had my wisky coke, 1 barller of beer and chivas..We all went crazy till when up to platform there to dance..OMG i can't imgaine..hmm hmm..anyway dear was kinda angry wit me getting high for drinking so much..but wat to do...heehee..Love ya guys..See ya in next clubbing session..Rachel is one of my clubbing kaki long time nv club together ler..take care u guys miss the days....